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Dragon_Rose
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My Love My Life My Justin
At the age of 11 years old I was first introduced to gaiaonline.com. Going through online boyfriends like their was no tomorrow (they all broke it off with me) I figured i'd never have another online relationship ever again. One day though while browsing through forums I came across a topic that was titled "Looking for online girlfriend". Figuring i'd go and see what idiots would actually just randomly become a persons g/f without actually getting to know them I entered the topic forum. Reading the message, the one looking for a g/f was a guy. He pretty much said he was single and just wanted someone to hold who'd be their for him. I posted a comment asking him how he was not really interested in the least bit of becoming his g/f. Just really looking for friends. About 3 other girls were talking to him at this point. All were begging him to be his g/f. He turned them all down. He turned one down for being such a snobbish b***h. He turned another one down becuase she offered to buy him all the fox items, and he didn't think it was right to buy someones affection and he turned down the third one becuase she smoked. The snobbish bitchy girl pretty much said to him that since he turned down the only three girls who would even consider being his g/f he'd be alone ther est of his life, in in return he said, no i didn't their's still one left. At this point I was completely lost and confused untill I figured out who the 4th girl was. It was me. He then asked me if I would like to become his g/f, i thought about it and said what the hay, might as well give it a shot and accepted. We were happy and soon eventually fell in love, and i'm not talking fake love, i'm talking deep deep love.....then one day things got bad. Justin broke it off with me thinking I liked someone else. I mourned, I weeped i told him I hated him but I didn't, in fact I was still in love with him. After that I stayed single, even though Justin found a new g/f. After a while though he and I started talking though and he asked my how my relationship was with my new b/f(the one he thought I liked). I asked him "what are you talking about I don't have a b/f, last b/f I had was you." After that we talked it through and he found out he made a huge mistake and asked me back out, I thought about it and once again said yes. After this our relationship was stronger then ever. We talked almost everyday, he stuck by my side through hard times and helped me along and i stuck by his side through hard times and helped him along. Their was a time though that I couldn't get on for a week....and when I got back on bad thigns had happened. Justin broke up with me...becuase he wanted a relationship where their was physical contact, all in all, he wanted to get ******** for real. I shed tears for the longest time, untill I met Danny. Danny helped me out of my stump and eventually he and I started dating. My feelings for danny were so strong I thought I'd gotten over Justin. At one point Danny and I even talked about marriage. As usual though Danny and I broke up, at this point I told Justin and he told me how much he missed me and wanted me back. It was then at this point he told me, he was going to break up with his current g/f to get back with me. I waited....and waited...and waited...for over a year I waited for him to break it off with his current g/f. He enver did though....it was then that I realized he enver planned on breaking up with her and I yelled at him. I swore, i cursed him out, I did every imaginable thing in a hate letter that you can do. About 2 weeks after I wrote him this hate letter he actually did break it off with his g/f, I still don't know why but he did. He then came to me and asked em back out and I told him. "Justin, you've ******** lead me on for this long, you've toyed with my emotions, you'll be damn lucky if you ever even get to hear me say to you I love you again." He knew he woudl belucky but he stuck by me and begged and begged, never stopped trying, at this point I also ad Danny to consider agian because he asked me back out again as well, but danny finally gave up and said pretty much ******** it. I knew then that Justin was the one for me and I told him yes. Ever since then we've been together, our bond is true love. We talk everyday, and I've even got permission to fly up on June 1oth 11th or 12th or 13th to go to prom with him, and see his graduation. Nothing can tear Justin and I apart. I LOVE YOU JUSTIN! So far we've been together for 4 years and 3 months!





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foxes_rose
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comment Commented on: Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 02:54am
and i love you to


comment Commented on: Mon Nov 19, 2007 @ 01:34am
wow weve been together that long gees well happy 4 and a half years lol *hug* I love you for always


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