To day really ******** sucked. School was crap, the bus ride to school was.. well u know the answer. I was called a b***h to day and a mother ******** !! scream scream boy i some times hate that kid. He called me a b***h because i correted him. That ******** fat a**, he seriously pisses me off. I found out the kid who stoked me, was drawing pictures of me !!. Who knows wat he draw of me, i all ready know he would draw me doing some thin sick and wrong burning_eyes burning_eyes i can imagine wat he drew.
I feel sick and wierd, i no longer feel comfortble in mt own school. I am afraid of being punched or touched in the wrong places. I am afriad of being raped or harassed again, i am afraid of every thing and that is wat make me feel stupid and patheic.
My bus driver said i was afraid of every thing, she has know idea what i have been trough. puberty came early for me, i look older and ppl take advantage of me more.
When this whole puberty thing happened, my bones are more fragile and any thing could brake them easily. Im not strong, i know im not. I can't stand up for my self, i always need help. I'm afraid to to hurt myself, so im really useless when it come to hard laber.
When i had my puberty thing, i traveled to washington. There ppl helped me and there they also found out my back was bady messed up. Years later i had sugery, so now i can no longer run, lift thing, i can't do any thing !!!.
Know im afraid of men, im afraid to confront ppl. it is so hard to be me.
it sucks to be me cry
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