Omg... I can't take this anymore!!! I'm getting so mad at myself!!! I'm NOT allowed to like Devon!!! Grrr... I think I'm gonna go in a corner and cry now...
I've been telling myself that I either don't like Devon or that I'm not sure... 'Cause I was trying to convince myself that I really didn't like Devon... But I really do... And I hate it... I went over to Jessi's house yesterday and spent the night... And Devon was over there...
And though I've been trying not to even admit it to myself... I'm always way happier around him... I felt really wierd... Because I'm not ever really happy... The happiest I get is when I'm talking to Devon and Jessi on the phone...
I'm not going to tell him either... Him or Jessi... Unless they ask and make me promise... Sos yah... Uhhh... Oskies... My retarded mom wants me off of the computer... Sos yah...
I've been telling myself that I either don't like Devon or that I'm not sure... 'Cause I was trying to convince myself that I really didn't like Devon... But I really do... And I hate it... I went over to Jessi's house yesterday and spent the night... And Devon was over there...
And though I've been trying not to even admit it to myself... I'm always way happier around him... I felt really wierd... Because I'm not ever really happy... The happiest I get is when I'm talking to Devon and Jessi on the phone...
I'm not going to tell him either... Him or Jessi... Unless they ask and make me promise... Sos yah... Uhhh... Oskies... My retarded mom wants me off of the computer... Sos yah...
