Okay... I'm going crazy...
I'm dealing with too much right now... Well, at least I FEEL like I am... Like I said in what I think was my last journal entry... I have to deal with all kinds of stress... School, friends, guys, family, you name it...
Right now I just feel like shooting myself or something... I feel really EMO... And I'm really sick right now too... That just makes things one hundred percent better now doesn't it??? o.O" I really don't know what I'm supposed to be saying in this journal entry... But I'm mad, so I'm type type typing away... -nods-
I feel like I'm on drugs... Because every day I feel really out of it... Like I'm high or something... But I've never done drugs before... EVER... And I've been really really tired... I don't know why... I've actually for once in my lonely pathetic life been getting enough sleep... SO WHAT THE ******** IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Guess what I found out today??? Guess guess guess!!! T.T
Kevin wants to beat up Zack because they both like the same girl, Cortney... Kevin says that she doesn't like Zack, and that she likes him... Which is probrably true... But Zack keeps trying to make her like him... And doesn't care what Kevin thinks about it... I don't know why Kevin cares... He shouldn't be worrying about it since she doesn't like Zack anyways...
But even so... I think Kevin can find someone else... He doesn't actually need a girlfriend... But I think Zack does... He'd be so much happier if he had one... But Kevin has to be a jackass about it, saying he wants to beat him up... I told him that I would be VERRY VERRY mad at him if he tried to... I told him not to... And he kept saying he was like, ninety-five percent sure that he would... I yelled at him a bit... Big surprise huh??? XD XD XD
But luckily for me... I don't like him anymore!!! YAAAAAY!!! XD XD XD But we didn't fight today except for the whole Zack thing... So for us two... It was a better day than normal... ^.^ But I'm serious... If Kevin tries to beat up Zack... Well, let's just say I'm definatly not going to be on his side... I don't wanna have to tear up two of my friends if they fight!!! Expecially since I already know that they're both stronger than me!!! XD XD XD... But I have to do what I have to do... So whatever...
Okay, I guess I'm done...
I'm dealing with too much right now... Well, at least I FEEL like I am... Like I said in what I think was my last journal entry... I have to deal with all kinds of stress... School, friends, guys, family, you name it...
Right now I just feel like shooting myself or something... I feel really EMO... And I'm really sick right now too... That just makes things one hundred percent better now doesn't it??? o.O" I really don't know what I'm supposed to be saying in this journal entry... But I'm mad, so I'm type type typing away... -nods-
I feel like I'm on drugs... Because every day I feel really out of it... Like I'm high or something... But I've never done drugs before... EVER... And I've been really really tired... I don't know why... I've actually for once in my lonely pathetic life been getting enough sleep... SO WHAT THE ******** IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Guess what I found out today??? Guess guess guess!!! T.T
Kevin wants to beat up Zack because they both like the same girl, Cortney... Kevin says that she doesn't like Zack, and that she likes him... Which is probrably true... But Zack keeps trying to make her like him... And doesn't care what Kevin thinks about it... I don't know why Kevin cares... He shouldn't be worrying about it since she doesn't like Zack anyways...
But even so... I think Kevin can find someone else... He doesn't actually need a girlfriend... But I think Zack does... He'd be so much happier if he had one... But Kevin has to be a jackass about it, saying he wants to beat him up... I told him that I would be VERRY VERRY mad at him if he tried to... I told him not to... And he kept saying he was like, ninety-five percent sure that he would... I yelled at him a bit... Big surprise huh??? XD XD XD
But luckily for me... I don't like him anymore!!! YAAAAAY!!! XD XD XD But we didn't fight today except for the whole Zack thing... So for us two... It was a better day than normal... ^.^ But I'm serious... If Kevin tries to beat up Zack... Well, let's just say I'm definatly not going to be on his side... I don't wanna have to tear up two of my friends if they fight!!! Expecially since I already know that they're both stronger than me!!! XD XD XD... But I have to do what I have to do... So whatever...
Okay, I guess I'm done...
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