Maybe Maybe if I had found myself within the darkness of today, I could have saved myself for tomorrow. If I had just gone my own personal way, Or had forgotten to say a polite hello.
I feel enlightened yet saddened; Is this the way I should really feel? My way or attitude is shunned; Time to just get real.
The misery of other people; The guilt is overwhelming. How they can stay so good and pure How can they stay so white and clear?
I'm happy for them of course- But I, fortunate one, half-dead. Served up as somebody's main course. My face as stiff as pencil lead.
I could groan-I could laze- I could endlessly moan and craze- But alas, not a justifiable case.
What is it that I truly want? A case of chocolate, A rare plant?
I can't decide what to do, Help me figure it out, I trust in you....