Well....we broke up...and it hurts mega bad...Why would he ask to date me if he knew he still liked her...? I was so mad at him because I told him that I loved him...and he said it back, but he didnt mean it...but thats not even really it...I broke my word to everyone at that school saying I wont date anyone till next year or when Im ready and he comes along and I ended up lying to everyone..and for what? To get my really really small and dark heart crumbled into 100 million different piececs...and what hurts the most is that I loved him with all those millions of pieces...
Really Im not more or so upset that we broke up..well I am, but Im more upset because Im afraid that us ending it, ended our friendship and I would rather die..I dont want to stop being friends with him...he was a great friend...Man, I wish this day would end!!!!!
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