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the meaning of life?
We struggle to be good people and all we get is pain.
-or-
we take the easy path. lie and cheat our way to our goals. Then we always succeed but theres an emptyness inside an internal sadness. plus ya goto hell...which ain't a good thing lol...

Why?
-do girls prefer jackasses?
all you're doing is setting yourself up for pain...which you say you hate, but i think you like it. a guy treats you badly, you're with him till he kills you. A guy treats you w/ respect and you just forget about him. so wth...
-do i care?
I care because i want people to trust me. People trusting me makes me extremely happy...It's the greatest feeling of happyness and joy i've found. People who feel that there is no point in trusting anybody and they'll wind up stabing you in the back upset me. I wish i could prove them wrong...but it's just one of those theories that can't be proven...depends on the person. I've nver stabbed somebody in the back or betrayed anybody...and still this girl, we'll call her ashley, won't trust me.
-am i so weird?
to break it into ya'lls thick ******** skulls that i'm ******** different. I hate how everybody thinks because i ain't a jackass and I actually care that i must be ******** stupid...today another gay guy asked me out, making 4 in total...pisses me off and freaks me out. what do i have to do? be a total d**k? well i ain't gonna be.