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I'm so happy that the red sox won heart ! I wish that could have been at the game, but, you know, about 5 states away. and by the way, don't b***h to me about being a red sox fan if you like the yankees, because the red sox definately deserved that win domokun . they came up from 3-0. eek wow. if you say that the yankees should have won, then why couldn't they pull just one game out of their a**, huh? anyway, I don't want this to be a flaming fest, so lets not get into it. 3nodding
I actually had a good day at school today eek . that is a shocker. the two classes that I dread to have were actually not that bad today. in spanish, we were reading this story that I really didn't try that hard to understand, but I acually understood it eek I should check if I'm in an alternate reality of something because I have to be the worst spanish student ever. on a paper, I actually got the title wrong sweatdrop . that's just sad.
well, there is this guy in my class that is really funny. he is always swearing and getting thrown out of class. basicly, he is a worse spanish student than I am (if that is even possible). well, I just realized how cute he is. he has this really awsome haircut that hangs over his eyes in an emo/rocker sort of way. he also has this goofy smile on his face most of the time which is both funny and cute. he is a senior and I'm just a sophmore, so there would never really be anything between us.
for me there is always this guy in my life that I think is cute and I just like to think of as hot, the perfect guy, and as having a great personality. I guess that he will take that position in my mind, but if he is there, then what is going to happen to the other guy? I've thought of that guy as the perfect man that I could never have for so long, if he is not in that category, will I start to think of him as boyfriend material? that would be a problem. he is way older than me and he works for my dad sweatdrop see the problem?
I guess that I just forgot about the guy that I actually like, but he annoys me in his not-liking-me-ness. see, my real crush I don't think is perfect at all, in fact I think that he is perfectly flawed to fit my personality and my quirks. I won't switch the categories, because maybe don't I think of myself as worthy of the perfect man, but I also don't think that any girl is. it's like I get jealous about a guy that I would never intend to date. sweatdrop
I think that I need a therapist. stare
 Megami Tsuruko · Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 11:29pm · 0 Comments |
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