it's been a depressing time... but it's aslo a happy time. My bf proposed to me...sadly he hasn't gotten a ring yet.. I've been given more responsibilty, & we're in the process of redoing the whole house... so I've been stressed 10 times more than usual and working 50 times harder.
My parents are finally going through divorce... after 27 years of marriage. My mom finally woke up and decided she wasn't going to fight with or support my dad one more second of her life...we packed and stayed in motels, hotels and friends houses until we got him out of the house... all of our animals died (most of them..I have a horse and my dog left... It's been hard loosing them...a few weeks ago I found my other dog in the barn freezer..my dad didn't even bury her...just decided to put her in the barn freezer. You can imagine my reaction to finding my timid, sweet, old dog that I've had for 8 years in a barn freezer..covered in blood...wrapped in a blood soaked towel. My mom had to bury her for me while I vomited my brains out...hysterical in the bathroom. My dad we found out has been doing drugs...like for at least 10 years that I know of... the man we all thought we knew is an illusion... the man I loved was a stranger. we're going to court and we're going to let him know what he's done to us..his children. He never listened before..but he will now when we tell him before a judge.
We've had family and friends over daily helping us get our lives back. I don't know what we'd ever do without them. We've thrown or gave mostly everything away to start over fresh..It's hard but it's a new start...a new beginning. I've decided thats what I need.
-Lisa heart
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