It does sem a bit surreal. I don't really like to tell myself that I'll be leaving high-school in two short years.
sad I don't like to tell myself:-I'll be leaving everyone -I'll be almost alone -I won't see some of my very good friends again -My sister is leaving me...maybe forever -I'm sick all the time -I'll get a new medication soon (Wow Jen!!! EEEMMMOOO!) [Yes yes I know sweatdrop ] -Everyone I know will die someday -I will die someday
redface I'm embarrassed to think about: -I should have missed that veggie! -What if they listen over the phone? -She saw my what?! [The most painful thing ever!! Next step down from birth...no..not menstruation...much worse!] -They know I have birth control -Damn the third grade!! -Bladder problem? 0.o -Do I really cry that much? -Well everyone in Heaven saw that!
biggrin My spirits are up when I think about: -I'll go on many exciting adventures -He finally forgave me (Thanks Al) -I'll be my own family someday -I'll be able to start my business soon -I have a job -My mom isn't doing crazy s**t -The people I hate will die someday. They won't be able to hurt anyone else -I won't have to deal with snow anymore in two years -I'm loved by at least one person -Someday there will be nothing to be upset about
GodsGirl-SatansSpawn · Mon Jul 16, 2007 @ 05:37pm · 1 Comments |