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why... why does it hurt here alone in the dark. there was light but now it is gone. Now I must fumble to find a new light. but do I search for it or do I sit here and cry about the loss. no crying wont help me and I've looked at the light too long its darker than the other times the light has left me. I wish someone would find me I feel so alone here in the cold darkness. all I want is its sweet warm embrace, to call on them and know they will be there, to be honest with them and they will be honest with me. yes that is what I long for deep down I want to hold someone and never let them go. I want to be romantic and stay true to them. This is a hard road full of pain anguish heartach and regret. but if you find the right one happyness and love will shine brightly lighting your way. so many have fallen from the path thinking they will never find what it is they are looking for. I wont stop I'm determind to go forward even if the prospect is bleak and there seems to be no hope I wont stop till I find it. because thats the way it has to be.

My bleeding heart by Jamin Allen