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I have desided that love is nothing worth having. It is like a poison, an addiction...no a disease. And I dont think that there is a cure. I wish with all of my heart sometimes that I didnt have one. Or at least that I had one that belonged to me and wasnt being held captive by a sadistic mechanic. okay, he's not really a sadist. He'd quite sweet I just didnt see that when I should of so I have cursed myself to this limbo (leaning towards hell) which I shall probably remain in forever. I absolutly hate this. I wish I could be patched up and be like my old self again... well not like her...she was kind of a b***h. Anyway thats all of my complaining for now.