When I am with you, I can think of nothing else. I feel loved, and safe, and more beautiful than I ever thought possible. When you touch me my heart skips a beat or five then speeds up to a most likely unhealthy pace. When you look at me I feel like your looking at my soul. All my walls and defenses are blown away. Your voice makes my temperature rise. You make me feel whole again.
When your gone, when your absent from my life, I feel like part of me has been ripped away. I feel as if things will never be right again. I feel unimaginable sorrow and hurt. I worry that you will forget about me and that I will feel this way forever. I think sometimes that I may never get over you. That the mark you left on me by walking into my life is permenant and seeable by every one. I think often that I may be yours forever. Wether you want me or not. It kills me to dream of you and wake up to find that your not really there, and never were. I want you out of my head and out of my heart sometimes. But I feel that if I lost the memory of you I will be even less of a person than I am now. I wish that I could breathe again. With or with out you.
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The Voices Persisting In My Head
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