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Ok....like in the last entry i wrote that i was having a anime kid type party......and well i want things to be just like i planed them......it's not going to work out like that......

Ok so my dad and I have been arguing abotu what i'm going to wear and what he wants me to have.......yesterday i got into an argument with him in the car trying to pick the paper for the invitations.......while driving there he said to me that he wanted me to where a dress.....and i din't want to because i wanted to where some thing else....something like my dream avi......but i din't tell him b/c i knew he wasn't going to let me......nicely i said "dad i don't want to wear a dress", he started telling me things....that was i going to wear pants or shorts....i din't want to say anything....I was mad.....i cried half way to the store.....when i got off the car i told my sister that if i knew that he was goign to be like this then maybe i should have just order pizza eat me like six or seven slices of them and be happy.......my sister only said this is why i hate it when you guy's argue.....i couldn't belive what i was hearing......when we got to the store he went on again......i had had it with me wearing something like that.....my mom told me that atleast i should give him the pleasure of seeing me wearing something like that.......i mean god....i already alowed him to put a dj against my on will.......i don't dance and half my friends don't dance....Lisa doesn't dance.....Monique didn't like how it went during the student core. tech show......Maurice....well i don't he dances....and with only a few family members coming and one or two family friends coming....i mean...it's not a big party......so i got home hold in all the stress and all the anger and tears....up untill the point i exploded in my room....

I am sorry if some of you don't have fun....the party isin't mine any more....atleast up untill now it hasen't been mine....all i ask is just to let me have fun at my party....the last one i'm ever having.......but i guess they don't or my dad doesn't understand that........i want out on this party now.....but it's to late

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