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I dont feel like I belong

Here anymore.

I dont feel like I have even

Belonged anywhere.

So its time to say good bye.

This is the last time I

Sit on this old, worn couch.

This is the last time i hold my covers at night

Alone, crying because i feel like no one likes me.

This is the last time I see your smile,

That can break through the deepest darkness.

This is the last time I sit quiet,

For this is the last day.

This is the last time I hear a sweet song,

That now can not even reach to my heart.

This is the last time I feel the air,

Although I never knew how good it must feel.

This is the last time I feel blood,

Trickling down my spine.

This is the last time that I get lied to,

For this is the last night.

This is the last time I see my dog,

Who never really seemed to like me.

This is the last time that screams are

What put me to sleep.

This is the last time I cant breathe,

Because my soul is too weak.

This is the last time I feel pain,

For this is the last hour.

This is the last time I walk out that

Cold door into a world of anger.

This is the last time that I cant hear

The joyful laughs of young children playing.

This is the last time

That I am afraid.

This is the last time I see the pictures

Of the people who I thought loved me,

For this is the last minute.

This is the last time I smell the stench

Of blood and hatred all around me.

This is the last time I hold this knife

To my chest.

This is the last time I can say good bye,

For anyone who will miss me.

This is the last time I take a breath,

For this is the last s....


*Phew!* Now that was extremely dark and sad, probably the darkest thing ive ever written!!! I just wrote this off the top of my head, but i really wanted to write something really strong, and dark, and meaningful that could touch peoples' hearts. I really hope u enjoyed it!!! biggrin biggrin