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Worst day of my life.
At first everything was okay...I got over prom.Even enjoyed myself. Took pictures and everything. But then...Something i never suspected happens. Yesterday...One of my friends committed suicide. It was just, complete and utter hell at school. I did nothing but cry throught the day. Ive never lost a friend before, and i wish i never had. A lot of people were shocked. Luke was funny, smart, happy, or so we all thought. Someone who spoke with intelligence. Hes one of those guys you knew would make something of themselves in the outside world. I didnt talk to him a lot. But i respected any advice he gave me. When they say you dont know how much you care about someone until they are gone it true. I was shocked at first, and i jus tthough ill see him at school tomorow. Theres no way he could be dead. But sure enough English came around and he wasnt there. Miguel has really been there for me though. Its made such a big impact on me. He held me when he first got to school. And i really needed that. He even stayed with me throughout the day and made sure i was okay. I really appreciate that kind of friendship. I just still cant believe Luke is gone. Im so exhausted from crying. Ive never cried so much in my life. I dont even think i can cry anymore.Ill always keep him in my heart though. I just wish he didnt have to go the way he did....
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i know it wont help much, but sometimes, it's just nice to have a hug.