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June 23-24 [12:41 AM Central]


OMG amethyst said she just wanted to be friends about four days ago. i ahve been so depressed, ive been trying to put on a happt face for everyone but i cant anymore. i gave up three days ago. i just hate my life, all the confidence i actually got while datng her is gone. i am worthless, im going to die alone. i cant quit listening to three days grace and linkin park and nickelback in if everyone cared, saddens me so much because that was am's fav song by them. i swear my life suxs and i just hate it and i just want the pain to go away. i keep switching form preppy/happy to depressed to pissed off at the world and god she was my first gf and my first love and well break up suxs and i feel like whats the point of school, ill nvr get inyto a good college, im nvr going to get good grades, a good job, good money, im not going to have a family, im also going to end up dying, whats the poin of dong anything at all? i have brian [woflie man] and sam [forgot username. lol] and i cant quit listening to depressed songs. ttyl,

Brandon