Well, as of a few days ago, I was informed that the guy who I've been crushing on for months--has a girlfriend. Isn't it wonderful?! <span id="test10850763">. . .</span><br/><div id="post10850763" style="display:none; margin-right:75px;"> -_- For the entire time he was single, I tried to teach him to be less shallow, but--I've failed. He hooked up with a good-looking girl named Sarah. I thought of all the combination of "beautiful" features a girl could have and that happened to be my ex-crush's type......
Everytime, she ended up an airhead teen supermodel...
I try not to ridicule their relationship, but as stupid as my crush is...he'll break up with her eventually. In a perfect world, he'll become less of a shallow jerk and more of a sweet guy who doesn't care what I look like and look deep inside of my heart and love me for who I am.
But! Yeah right... Being the loser that he is, I wouldn't expect change anytime soon. I told Rin that I had gotten over him on the phone after she called me and spat a few names at him. [He was at her house with Rin's brother] When Rin freaked out and started rolling around on the phone, my "ex"-crush talked to me for a bit while Rin calmed and hearing his voice on the other line told me that it wasn't the end of the line just yet....that there was still hope for me.
After Rin pulled herself together we talked again and I confirmed to her that I hated him....I think she believed that horrible lie I told. My feelings for him are solid, then iffy, but I'll tell you--that night...
I cried</div>
Mai Harada Community Member 
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