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Life is but a dream for the dead.


iBloo
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You have changed.
Yes.
You have.
You never used to be this way, and it all started when you met the first James.
You keep ******** yourself over, with the guys you choose, and your choices. and I'm sick of it.
All you do is cry about how your heart has been torn apart, and how shitty Amy treats you.

Do you think Amy would treat you as bad as she does if you didn't take the risks you do and go against her word? Exactly.

What you did today was ******** stupid.
You were acting like you were my mother or something.
You saw what I had to go through with the lunch ladies, and you couldn't stand on line for 3 minutes, maybe 2; to get me a slushie.
"No, I will get you a snapple but I am NOT getting you a slushie, it isn't worth it."
I got someone else to go up there, and I watched. She stood there for literally 30 seconds and the line was just as long as it was when you were there.
Seriously. What the ********.

This isn't about slushies, it's about how ignorant you were being.
I'm sorry for asking you to do me a favor, after all I have done for you.
It's not like it matters, because you never listen to me.

That really ticked me off.
Again, you've changed. I don't like it much.
The changes? Aren't good. They are just stupid.
Because you could have stopped yourself.
Yeah.

Oh and. If you think of a comeback, don't bother. Because I have good reasons for everything.





User Comments: [23]
Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 08:43pm


All I can say sorry. And I know it's not gonna be enough. And I don't care anymore about the risks I take when it comes to Amy.

And with the whole slushie thing.. The thing got stuck and I was impaciente and tired of waiting. So sorry about that..


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 08:45pm


If you would have stood there for another 30 seconds you would have gotten the slushie.

No excuses Gin.
and if you don't care about the risks, stop complaining about how big of a b***h she is.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 08:51pm


Again... sorry.

And Fine.. no excuses. Youre right..


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:27pm


How many times are you going to tell me I'm right before you actually mean it?


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:28pm


No no.. I mean it. I just choose to do the wrong thing every time.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:36pm


Hah. As if I haven't heard that before.

There comes a time in life where you have to start making the right decisions, and not be so selfish about them.
You are being spoon fed safety and what do you do with it.
You spill it.
Good job.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:40pm


I'm just asking this..
But are you trying to make me feel worse then I already do?
Don't think I've forgiven myself the other times Annie. Cause I haven't.
I'm not makeing excuses, and I'm not trying to talk my waay out of this.
I don't want to change.. As in I don't want to become something that'll effect us.
I do need to work on complaining so much, I know that.
I need to work on getting out of the habit of these online relationships.
And I need to work on a lot of other stuff, but those are a start.
Ya know?


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:52pm


No. I don't know.

You changed already, so what do you mean "you don't want to"?

You're just adding to the mess.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 09:55pm


No.. Thats not what I want..
I don't want to be this.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:01pm


What are you?


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:03pm


I don't know..
Not Gin I know that.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:04pm


Oh please.
You make it sound like you are some demon.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:05pm


Oh that's not what I mean at all.
I mean like.. Just not myself.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:08pm


It's nearly impossible for you to be yourself.
With all these ******** boyfriends who live all far away; with their retarted problems, how can you possibly be yourself?


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:09pm


I know.
I seriously need to stop thinking that it'll work. Cause it never does.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:12pm


Now what if Steven was to found out you said that?


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:15pm


I don't know Annie.. I really don't. Half of me tells me not to go through with it cause I know the outcome.
But the other half says go for it, you know you won't find love here.
Then in another fight, half of me believes I will.
The other half doesn't.


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:20pm


You're confused.

Remember you are nearly 15.
To find true love is rare at such a young age.
As for me, I found a one in a kind person, who is different from everyone else.
But you, you have time. You rush things, and you just really need to lay back and wait for someone to come along in highschool. Online/Phone/Long Distance relationships dont work out the way you'd like them to.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:23pm


Mmhmm..
I'm envy you for that. Not in a way that you think.. Just like
"She's so lucky to have someone like him."


iBloo
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:26pm


I understand.
By the way, I won't be joining you in Howell High School.
For I am moving this Summer.


Thanks--For-The--Memories
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Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 10:27pm


EH?
Where???
Please tell me it's within like.. 20 minutes ><


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