i'm not feelin so hot...
i was playing WoW, talking with bitem (guy i met on here) and adam gets on. he had been getting on and off all day because of work and bad internet connection. anyway, he gets on and he's sad... he tells me so. i never know what to say to this. being the loser female i am, i think that i should be enough to make him happy... but whatever...
he asks me to come and kill him, and i say no. then he asks if i would regret not killing him if he asked someone else and they did.... i told him to stop because he was making me cry... and he said then he needed to get off.... i knew that wouldn't make it better for me... so i just cried more. it seems he either does not understand that he is the only one who can make me happy again, or he only cares about making himself feel better... i told matt about it, wondering if he knew if adam would get back on (because he did log off, after saying i love you at least). he didn't know....
so.... i logged off.... logged onto octopus and asked bitem if he would make a low level character with me. he said yeah, and we had fun with our new tauren shaman's (at least i did) before he had to get off.... then i made a troll mage and here i am... at 4:34 am..... i feel like i may throw up. i'm worried sick about adam, quite literally.
i want to give him my phone.... that way i can call him when i feel this way.... and when he feels that way.....
right now, i am just playing with my troll... i need a hug so bad.... but no one's ever here for me now.
i was playing WoW, talking with bitem (guy i met on here) and adam gets on. he had been getting on and off all day because of work and bad internet connection. anyway, he gets on and he's sad... he tells me so. i never know what to say to this. being the loser female i am, i think that i should be enough to make him happy... but whatever...
he asks me to come and kill him, and i say no. then he asks if i would regret not killing him if he asked someone else and they did.... i told him to stop because he was making me cry... and he said then he needed to get off.... i knew that wouldn't make it better for me... so i just cried more. it seems he either does not understand that he is the only one who can make me happy again, or he only cares about making himself feel better... i told matt about it, wondering if he knew if adam would get back on (because he did log off, after saying i love you at least). he didn't know....
so.... i logged off.... logged onto octopus and asked bitem if he would make a low level character with me. he said yeah, and we had fun with our new tauren shaman's (at least i did) before he had to get off.... then i made a troll mage and here i am... at 4:34 am..... i feel like i may throw up. i'm worried sick about adam, quite literally.
i want to give him my phone.... that way i can call him when i feel this way.... and when he feels that way.....
right now, i am just playing with my troll... i need a hug so bad.... but no one's ever here for me now.
