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I wasn't on at all today. I am sorry I really missed Anna, Nikki, and everyone else I normally talk to crying

But anyways. Dinofag Kevin (nickname) told me, God of War Kevin (my friend the the previous entry) Monica (his sister) me, and my bro to come to Taco Bell and we can eat together.
Now when we get there we eat, I ended up paying for Monica and God of War Kevin's food xP
While we are eating we start talking about PROM.....what the ********? DF (Dinofag) Kevin started saying stuff like Everyone can get a girl easily except me. Now that didn't hurt me so much, but it kinda got me to start thinking. -_-;; I don't wanna talk about that now.
So afterwards DF Kevin went home then me, Christian, Monica and GOW (God of War) Kevin had to walk home. but Kevin and Christian ran across the street, I stayed with Monica cause I didn't want her to be alone and a car honked at her. so I didn't think it was right to leave her. So I asked if I could walk her home and she said I was "nice" >///< so I walked her home and carried her history book. The whole time she was on her cell phone talking to her friends, I was just enjoying the scenery ^^; but when she caught a glimpses of me looking back. She told me I can go home now. so I got a little hug and went home >w<
Then Kevin and me started playing Marvel Nemesis for like an hour, watched Eragon(sp?). at 6PM we went to Gamestop to try and get Resident Evil 4, but they didn't have it crying
so on the way back home. It was 6:30PM and we raced each other home and I obviously won biggrin
but we were so tired we sat down on this metal thing that we usually use to get to my home quicker. and sat there and just started to talk for.........3 hours.

We talked about some s**t that we have gone through in our lives, Things that we plan to do in the future and ect. I know things about Kevin I would talk about but we vowed to keep each other quiet. But I talked about the most recent things in my life that just destroyed me and he told me his. He interrupts a lot but hes trying not to XD
for 3 hours we talked to each other about very important things that I NEED TO TALK ABOUT! Geez why can't people do this with me? Do people not trust me? Oh my gosh I don't think alot of people trust me like Kevin does crying
No one can just sit down with me and just talk and talk and talk. I don't think people think I am capable of doing that, but.....I don't know. Talking to him like that made me alittle happier sweatdrop

sorry if I bored you emo