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Well today I was supposed to present my project/report on Anti-social Personality Disorder....but no its Due Thursday and if I donate blood, it will be due Tuesday biggrin

Nothing new happened today, played Vollyball and lost obviously. I am not good at anything but playing games and running, NOTHING ELSE! Atleast thats what I am told by uncle Bobby and Jimmy. sweatdrop

I dislike how Giovanni still asks me about Kirsten and if I had given up on trying to hook up with her. Hell I didn't want to from the start! I just needed friends! At the beginning of the school year I was soooo depressed! I didn't eat anything, my heart was killing me, I cried alot, I spent more time sleeping and reading on my bed in the dark, I didn't even feel like playing video games and, of course, the suicidal thoughts. (all this meant I was obviously depressed) Making new friends and accepting the facts that this is how life is and I can either be a quieter and kill myself or I can just say ******** the world and everyone in it and just deal with it sweatdrop

Now, coming to the whole title of this entry.
When I met Kirsten we would talk every now and then we saw eachother, but after 5 weeks we just kinda drifted apart. but then I met Kevin(my best friend at Vista).
So I have known this guy for 15 weeks now. He comes over and plays games with me, hes always happy and loves to make jokes. Hes just awesome., but this one night after coming home from his house he started to be serious with me and opened up to me about his way of thinking for no reason at all. He asked me not to tell anyone how he thinks so I won't tell you, but then again if you know me then you know him. but the only differences between us is:

Me: I am temporarily emotionally down at the moment, but doing fine biggrin
Him: he is too but he doesn't let it bug him as much.
Me: I am shy
Him: Hes very outgoing
Me: I am quiet and calm
Him: Noisy and Jumpy

But then again unlike him, I am perverted, I love hugs, I love to listen, I am patient, and listens to what girls say (uness its sexual xD)
but also I wear all black and he doesn't.
Hes better than me I guess.
I don't mind being called the dark side of him, whatever makes him/them happy. I am fine with anything as long as it makes someone happy. sweatdrop

Is that bad or good? sweatdrop