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I don't know if you know this...but you are very special to me. You said things that were different, said out of love. Many people have told me things, always promised they never leave but I think it was also out of lust just as well as love.

You have opened me more then others have. Some how, your kindness just reaches my heart. I am not sure if you feel the same. My heart is sensitive and does often require so much attention. I suppose thats why people run away, either that for different reasons. You know though...I apprecate everything you have done.

Some how your making me become who I am inside. Making my soul reveal its self to those around me. My mom...she now knows the truth of my hurts because I told her just today. Its all because you were there, of the trust...some how just gets to me. Your making me social, in a way I never knew I could be. I don't know how to thank you or how to express these feelings the right way by telling you directly. In person for I am sure they are hard to express. Ever so yet...you continue to give me hope when you are there for me. I feel a sense of purpose and a sense of being needed. For all I ever wanted was to be loved by at least someone, and for me to love them just as much.

I guess the only thing I can say is...that I love you very much and I hope we can be friends forever! To share the good times and the bad, to comfort one another, to be next to each other, and possibly one day...even live together as roommates. The one thing I know for sure, is that I trust you. I feel you are family just as well as my best friend!

Thanks for everything! heart heart heart