I guess, in all honesty, I find it unecessary for me to write in my journal for the THIRD time today, but there was something special that happened to me today... Well, I guess it wasn't anything major but it did touch me... majorly.
I had always gotten upset when Max hadn't called me, but this evening he called me when he wasn't even aloud to be on the phone. Hearing him whisper so that no one could hear him on the phone made me feel so important.
I have to say- maybe I'm overreacting, but the feeling it gave me when he called made me want to cry... out of happiness. I'm not sure what it is, but remember that feeling I had that something was missing that I was talking about in my previous entries? (if you read them) Well, when he called, besides making me feel important it filled up that missing piece, for now atleast. I love you, Max, from the bottom of my heart. When you call me, it makes my heart jump. I even have a whole seperate ringtone for YOU so I know whether or not I should get excited when I hear my cell phone ringing xD (even though I usually keep it on vibrate in school...)
Okay- I'm done venting my feelings. And it makes me kind of happy tonight that for once... I was venting HAPPY feelings- because of Max. ^^ I love you baby.
<3
I had always gotten upset when Max hadn't called me, but this evening he called me when he wasn't even aloud to be on the phone. Hearing him whisper so that no one could hear him on the phone made me feel so important.
I have to say- maybe I'm overreacting, but the feeling it gave me when he called made me want to cry... out of happiness. I'm not sure what it is, but remember that feeling I had that something was missing that I was talking about in my previous entries? (if you read them) Well, when he called, besides making me feel important it filled up that missing piece, for now atleast. I love you, Max, from the bottom of my heart. When you call me, it makes my heart jump. I even have a whole seperate ringtone for YOU so I know whether or not I should get excited when I hear my cell phone ringing xD (even though I usually keep it on vibrate in school...)
Okay- I'm done venting my feelings. And it makes me kind of happy tonight that for once... I was venting HAPPY feelings- because of Max. ^^ I love you baby.
<3
