I have been doing well for myself in the last month. I have been looking for an apartment, and jobs, I haven't been looking for any new girlfriend but I have been trying to go on dates and such. I am not searching for commitment right now, just companionship and affection I guess. I have gone so long without those that I had slipped into depression. well now I am happy and I have not been depressed in quite a while. I still hold onto the hope that I can still be with the one I still love, but I know she doesn't feel the same way right now and I am content with being friends with her again, for that is what we loved about each other. well I think I am done ranting for now. I doubt anyone will actually read this, my journal hasn't been read in so long I doubt it matters. g'night
 hyroko · Thu May 04, 2006 @ 06:16am · 0 Comments |
