It is the Saturday after Thanksgiving and Black Friday of my Junior year. Life is okay, not the greatest but who knows if it will get better. Before I talked about my new boy friend Todd, well he isn't new anymore and it isn't going well. He doesn't understand anything I say anymore. One night about a month ago, i was talking to him and telling him exactly how I feel and didn't leave anything out. A lot of the things I was saying was along the lines of how it feels like we were growing apart and I felt like he didn't love me anymore. When I explained why he answered with "You're lying." I didn't understand how I was lying about how I was feeling. He told me that we talk all the time but we don't do things that boyfriends and girlfriends do, which in his words are stuff like cuddling, but at school, before I had drama practice, he doesn't put his arm around me or even hold my hand so why is he being a jerk about it. And he says we talk all the time, bull s**t!! He never talks to me on the phone or at school when I have time to. He ignores me and doesn't care. I have decided when he comes back from Florida that I am going to break up with him. I have no reason to stay with him if he is going to be a jerk to me.
On the lighter side, school is going great. I have physics with Alicia, aka Kittykat567. That class is soo funny and I love it. I just went to the movies last nite with her, Alex, Sunora, and RICKY! Ricky is so awesome. I met him last year because he comes to my school where his school doesn't have a wrestling team. So now that wrestling season is here, I see him everyday after school. I have liked him for the longest time, well since I mt him and we started talking. The things we talked about were so random, but the most common thing we talked about was the "parties" we were apparently at and only remembered a few things, and these parties were never rated PG. He is soo awesome though, so yesterday at the movies we were watching The Christmas Carol in 3D. It was soooo awesome, he held my hand the whole time, and did I say he has a girlfriend. Well he gave me a ride home and while we were waiting for his car to warm up, we were in his car in the parking lot and it was freezing and he had his arm around me trying to keep me warm. He is the best ever!!! And him and his girlfriend are fighting a lot now and I am not trying to break them up and I do feel bad that they fighting but i have to say I am happy that I might have a chance.
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