Wow I just realized how complicated my life is.
Like, amazingly complicated. If you've been with me every step of the way, then you understand. But if you weren't, you couldn't even fathom how much s**t I've been through. You know when people say, you were in the wrong place at the wrong time? Well, thats me. TWENTY FOUR SEVEN.
And if you think I'm being melodramatic, wanna bet? Seriously. Not saying everyone hasn't been through s**t. But I'm just saying compared to most people, I don't have it very easy. That's why I result to Gaia. It gives me an escape. From life. From the problems I go through everyday. From everything.
Wanna know some of my problems? Ok, you asked for it. Before I was even born, my dad left me and my mom without a penny to spare. I lived in the streets for parts of my life. But now my mother and I are back on our feet. Wanna know why? My mom is, literally, a prostitute. So I get the nights to myself. I know, disgusting. ANYWAY.
My whole family is ******** up someway, shape, or form. My cousin Victoria, she used to cut herself. It killed everyone in the family. Because we never thought she'd turn out like that. My cousin Adrienne, just had a baby. She's 27. But before, she had 3 miscarriages. It killed her. My cousin Jaqui, autistic. (pardon my grammatical errors) And me, well, I get everyone's problems.
The other night I had a huge party while my mom and my friends mom went to vegas. We had a shitload of weed and everything and I didn't want to smoke it. But I didn't want the s**t in my house. While we were getting the s**t out of the house, the cops pulled up and almost caught us. And they called my mom and she said she would take care of us. It was baaaaaad. And everyone, after the cops left, turned to me and said "Rachel (me) I think I would have blamed you for this. I mean, this is your house."
Well, I'd like to write more, but now I got to go babysit the same friends who said that. Peace, Love, Music
Rachel <3 <3 <3
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This is my new dream avi, everything in 1st gen. plz