well my drama didn't start in summer as u may think it did..
it begun in the last month of school when i was in 8th grade as i had not to long moved to a new location with my mom and sister.
i live with my mom n sister thats the same age...
mom doesn't drive so when we do our laundry we go to a public laundry place.. there i was with mom, since she doesn't drive we had to go on weekends with a shopping cart [its normal but don't make fun]
as we were leaving the place mom had send me to bring a shopping cart for her...
at that moment i saw three guys walking in front of the laundry, as they all passed by i notice one was smoking... i thought that that was just not right because he seemed underage (17)
well they seemed to have notice me so they all stared to talked to each other... then one started to come my way...
(it was the shorter one, i think he was 13 or 14 because he had a child face still)
i some how didn't do anything else than just stay still n see him, it was really dark but i could see his face
(we go to the laundry place by 7pm)
he started to stare at me and look at me really weird,(up and down)
and just in the moment he opened his mouth to say something mom came out because he had notice the there...
he just rushed and so did the others n left with out saying a thing...
it was so quiet outside... my heart was pumping so fast but calming down now,
the only thing i herd was my mom saying "This Is What Happens For Dressing Black Like Does Kids"
and so i just started to chuckle along with her
(i still don't get why she said that thou)
i didn't know this was the start of something really awkward that would later happen to me...
well months happened..(like six) everything was normal as it should be...
summer was great and i had passed to 9th grade, met new people, gaia, and did fun things... just a normal life student we could say ... (smile to my self)
my friends sister and me went to go to a pizza place called Pizza Co.
well i felt sooo full from the pizzas that i decided to go walking back home so i told my sis if she wanted to go the same way together... she most of the times say yes but this time she said yes n so we did...
it was fun talking n walking with her.. we saw to little boys that asked us the same thing... [[if we go to the middle school my sis goes to,i said no]]
as we got to a street name Mercedes i notice a guy standing by the gate of a house looking our way.. (since I'm always getting nerves with people i don't or do know i somehow react and look to the other way to not have eye contact with them.. idk why)
as we passed by him he somehow started to walk along n started to make a conversation with as.. as i tried to ignore him my sister started to talk to him just like that (its not good to talk to extrangers) he seemed kinda nerves.. i started to think he is does kids that do drugs or staffs like that... well before we [[my sis and me]] turned to the other corner on Los Angeles we saw a man walking by... in that moment he just went and hugged me! it was soo weird... (guys don't really hug me because i don't let them.. had a bad experience about it.. don't ask) i told him to leave us but he wouldn't so when we turned corner he stayed at a light n said he lived at that street.
well months passed again n now it was summer, i had had summer school so it started really bad and boring... it was beginning of June (i think) on its last days of the month...
and once again i was at the laundry out side talking on the phone with a friend... (Adrian... hes my ex-boyfriend/gaia bro) when out of no where i a boy just appeared and say hi to me... i guess i was soo hyper that i didn't care who this guy was so i said hi back.. he asked me if i was Gothic and i answered yes .. he told me his name "age" grade and asked me out so suddenly... and i thought he was just playing around so i said no... and then my mom came out (again)
i saw her and she asked who he was and when i turned around he wasn't there.. i told her i though it maybe a friend of my sister that had us confused or something so she left
i got bored so i called a friend name Max from school n then when i herd the same guy had come back so i asked why he had left n he told me my mom scared him off...
i just laughed n was having fun talking to him when he then killed it... he asked me again to go out with him for like 5 minutes non-stopping...
i said no and then saw my mom making signals that it was time to go fold the clothes so i left him n he told me to call him.. (that was stupid because i didn't had his phone number)
well two days passed n i needed to buy some materials that they asked me at a class of summer school n so i asked mom for money
as i was at the store i was looking to some cute folders they had when i herd a kid of 5 maybe n a women talking to some one coming inside the store, i didn't care who it was until i herd a voice saying to me -"Hey babe, you missed me?"-
i looked to my left and there he was... the guy from the laundry place.. he hugged me and kissed my head.. i was shocked... n the only thing i said was... "Why Are You Stalking Me?! "
he said he wasn't n then told me he had to go as i herd the woman leaving the place i guess it was his mom... he kissed me again n then left rushing out.. i kinda was out of it for some reason when then i had some flash backs remembering that this guy was the only one that had hugged me the other day.. i got totally freaked out...
two days later as i was walking back home from school i got stopped by someone who hugged me... i turn guessing who it would be... my sister i told my self while sighting too and smiling...
but no!! it was him that guy.. who name is David...
he told me where was i that he missed me and kissed my head again.. i told him i had to go home because it was late... we get out of summer school at 12:31 pm and it was already 6:45 pm so i had to go fast or mom would get mad at me.. he understood n let go of me n told me before leaving if i wanted to go out with him n as i was leaving i said no because i didn't know him... i saw him on hes skate bored leaving to the store of movie rentals...
(but before he did he gave me his house phone)
then like a week or two had passed.. i didn't know or herd nothing about him,
and so i also once again was outside of the laundry texting to some friend name Denise when i saw him on his skate bored ... (some man where out side too)
i thought it was him but since he didn't stop i though i had confused him with some one else so i started texting again... n then i herd some one one a skate bored talking to him self happily... n i wasn't wrong when i looked up trying to see who it was...
because IT was him.
we started to talk n he asked me what do i like my name and even age and school i go to... i told him false info.
he aid he wanted to go out with me n then as he said that the men looked at us
he hugged me n wouldn't let go he told me he wants to be with me that he had seen me before with my sis n he couldn't stop think of anyone else.. i told him to let go but he said he felt happy that way... n then tried to kissed me ... mouth to mouth... my first kiss damn.. i didn't let him so thats when mom was coming out... luckily she didn't see me with him or she may had slap me or something.
well some two more days again passed by this time i was at a place name Teen Center.... i was hanging out with some friends and my sis there after school
(Jaime, Britannie, Art, and Mariela)
we were talking when then i saw David there... first he didn't say nothing and we both acted like if we didn't know each other but then he saw my friend Jaime and made it an excuse to talk to me n then he stopped acting n said hi to me. i guess my friend Britt notice he likes me that she was making everything for him n me to be by our selfs...
and so she did... i was with him by the bathrooms n he holded my hand n asked me out ... when he asked me that my sis n Britt had just went there to herd it.
i said no n then i left..
my friend Jaime said he had to go and so did Art.
they were all leaving so i left him too when he stopped me on the door n told me not to go n took me outside to sit with him... i somehow just wanted to cry like a baby of 2 years old...
he hugged me n tried to kiss me again when i told him no n tried to push him off ... my sis came n told him to back off n he said he wasn't leaving me n then i herd Art saying he better not do nothing to me or else... he didn't care n told them to leave us alone that we needed to e alone... i was almost to smiling in that moment.. i told him i needed to leave n before i would he asked me if i wanted to go out with him.. n i said no n left rushing with my sister....
the next Monday at the laundry i saw him again n he told me to wait for him
at the teen center the next day to talk to me.. i said yes n so on the next day i waited there with Art and Mariela... he never came so we left... my sis didn't want to go walking so i told her to go on the bus n i would go walking back home because i wanted to go with art (he is really a cool dude)
she said ok n so when i passed the laundry where i always see David i got to a store of water to by a Boba (look it up if you don't know what is it)
as i got out i saw David out side waiting for me.. i kinda got mad at him and happy to see him... i asked why he hadn't go n left me there.. he said he got busy n working with his dad.. so when he was done he thought i wasn't going to be the because it was late already
i told him it was ok and then he invited me to an abandoned house n me sooo stupid said yes
i though we were going to hang out there but no.. it wasn't like that .. he told me he wanted to know my answer n that he wouldn't let me go out until i said it to him.. i told him we couldn't because i like someone else at school... (which I'm not telling who because other friends in gaia from school may know who this guys is)
but in the end i said yes to him to give him a chance.
then he told me he only needed me with him that he couldn't just let me go... it was so sweet that i liked it.. i kinda like him thou.. we talked and had fun there.. he told me hes friends showed him the place n he wanted to show it to me as well.
when then he asked me if he wanted to have sex with me... i was soo surprise i couldn't answer.. he asked again n then i reacted n said no.
he told me it would be normal to be scared if it was my first time n that it was his first time as well
(i didn't believe him)
i kept up with the same answer n so he asked me why
i told him is not right to do it in our age .. he said we were both 1 anyways so we were old enough... i told him i had lied about my name and age but i am going to be 16 anyways.... he told me it was all right since we knew each other now...
he kept it up ... i only wanted him to shut up... n so i ended up saying yes..
=sight=
well i told him we needed a condom but he said no n so i asked why.. he said if he went for one i would leave.. i promised i wasn't n so he left he came back like 7 minute later out of breath with his skate bored (he didn't have it at first but i guess he went with it to by the condom at the liquor place or something)
and to go to the point we did it...
(i am not giving details about this)
i got home really tired n i felt my legs like gelatin... i was trembling a lot... i acted like i was at some friends place n then went to bed because i was really tired for some reason.
four days had passed n i didn't know about him....
my mom started to act weird n kept telling in a way that she didn't want me to end up pregnant n then kept asking if i had a bf.. i said no n kept changing conversations all the time...
it was already 4th of July then...
i thought this guy only wanted me for sex and so a month passed till two weeks ago... my sis came from he laundry telling me she had seen him n that he asked her where was i...
i got soo happy n yet sad... i don't want to see him n yet i do.. i keep calling him
but he is never home... I'm confused, does he actually like me? if he doesn't why is he asking for me?
i start school in 2 days... on Thursday August 28.. i hope i see him after school in a few days but what
will i tell him if i do see him? i dunno when that time comes i will know but till then i am so confused about all this...
i hope this summer will not end this way.. oh i hope this story ends up in a happy ending.
.+| Luna |+.
 luna1992e- · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:24am · 2 Comments |
