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i never understand why but wenever i dream its of death...

not the peaceful kind either its more of the agonizing painful kind i dont know what it means but the more i dream the more i want to die and the more depressed i get. the more depressed i get the more i cut.

before when people said something was wrong with me i would hate it, now when people say something wrong with me i take it as a compliment. homnestly i just stop caring about it all, hey when your own parents say your worthless thats proof somethings wrong...