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In my mind i am a mistake. i am a missing person.i am lost vet everyone knows where i am.i am the question mark in a sentance.when people look at me it is as i if i am not even there.I am alone yet i am surronded by people in a over crowded room.
i am the person who does not get acknoleged i have friends but it is the queston are they really my friends that gets me lost.i am the 5th wheel that stays in the back of the trunk till something happens and i am used that the people get a replacedment and they throw me away. i have been used already and i am starting 2 get replaced slowly but what gets me is when will i be thrown away.i have already tried to end me this stupied mistake since i do not call myself a "life".i am simply a mistake that was created on accident.i was the mistake that was just waiting to happen and i still am.i am the cuts on your knuckles you long to get away. i am the problem in your life that you try to get rid of. i am merly the joke someone sent you just to bug you. i am the virus on your computer that people after people try to get rid of and when i dnt go away u throw the whole computer away with me.i am merly nothing that is waiting for me to die or die earlier than planed for something i have done. this is not a suicide letter but a letter in witch y i should write a suicide letter and get rid of myself a mistake.but since i shall not die for i have tried i will wait and rot till the day i die by destiny. i will wait while i sulk in my lonely pathetic self. I AM A LOSER MERELY A WANTING A LIFE EMO.

My best dreams of all is when i never was here in the first place..im a worthless piece of s**t i am the rejected gum on the wall
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just another being wasting space on this planet

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