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Have you ever felt that the world is against you?
.....I know it sounds emo, but it is who i am....i don't really think i give a s**t about anything.....I feel like I'm sick of everybody else who don't understand or feel the same.... It's like everyday when i wake up i regret everything.....It is like the whole world is always against you that it is after you.....stalking you....and stabbing your heart everytime...The world is never fair....I hate faking to be always alright....I hate those fake smiles i spread everyday...It is mostly rare to feel happiness..People never stop to think whether your truly happy...Laughter, smiles, jokes, friends, and family......do they truly make you happy? I sometimes wonder if this is actually a dream..A dream that never ends until you die and wake up....It is like a preview of what will happen in the future...The future...people always regret themselve for what they have done in the past. They never think of the consequences...Sometimes i think that humans are a reckless race...They are pure evil...The hate that can grow...and grow...Hate shall never stop...Evil will always live on....Nothing can stop death, evil, hate, anger, and sadness...The most important thing to me is time.....Someday you will die...never expecting it...and that'll just make others sad..what i hate most is the fake emotions that I have to share...My family doesnt even know my trueself....All people really think about are themselves...love is a rare thing that never happens everyday....It is like a fish that wanders in the vast sea....using its fast movements to escape capture...I just want to escape..People need to open their eyes....
WE ARE LIVING.
You must have a true heart to live with love....