okay everybody it has been almost 2 years since the accident and i am ready to talk about it now.as you see on my profile i have had a baby.im eightteen and i don't regret it one bit.her name is lilly. as my friends know her mother died 18 months ago but who's keeping track. i don't want sorries or people to feel bad for me. my best friend jennifer(ilovemydork20) told me to let it out and since i can't talk about it out loud i'm writing this. her mothers name was amber and i wish every day of my life that she was here to help me through her death.but i have lilly for that and i'm glad.my parents kicked me out when they found out that i got a girl knocked up but when she died, her mother let me in.ambers mom,joy, takes care of me and the granddaughter that seems to look exactly like her mother in every way.Amber was the love of my life. but now i have a new love and shes beautiful i think anyone would agree.her name is lilly my daughter. heart 3nodding heart