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Wow, I don't remember writing some of that journal entry last time.....whatever..
Anyway...the swelling in my face has gone down, but it's not completely gone.
My teeth still hurt, and it's not fun eating....all I can think about are like...cheeseburgers, and chicken fingers, and all that greesey stuff, but I don't think I can stomach some of that cause of the medication. The T.V. doesn't help cause all it shows is commercials about FOOD..... scream
The medication tastes like crap, but I feel better when I use it. Though most of the pains have calmed down a lot...My right nostril still has blood in it for some reason, but I can breathe out of it....the left one is still a little clogged up.
Well, i'll stop bitching...cause all i'm thinking about right now is fast-food...and how much I wanna eat when I get the damned wires off...
Peace out...
 Edgecrusher · Sun Jun 11, 2006 @ 07:09am · 0 Comments |
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Hey guys...I was released from the hospital on Thursday, and I went in on Wednesday.
I had surgery on my jaw, and now my teeth are wired shut to stop my mouth from going out of place it hurts like all heck.
My face is swollen, my right nostril will not stop bleeding, and i'm disoriented as all hell. I'm hungry as all heck, because I'm having a hard time eating anything. I have a hard time standing for long periods o time too...
My nose is so messed up, that I can't even breathe out of it.. I have to use my mouth, and it becomes dry quickly.
I'm gonna try and go back to the living room because i'm getting disoriented again....
Take care gyus....
Edgecrusher · Fri Jun 09, 2006 @ 11:34pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm completely cutting myself off from online social life..that's it...I am done with this s**t!!
Don't try to call me and ask why I am doing this, or try to get in touch with me in anyway because I'm really tired of all the s**t people online are putting me through...it's much worse than my own life. I'm not signing on anymore! End of Story!
And don't try to send me on a ********' guilt trip, this time....i'm done!!
I'll only sign onto gaia maybe once every little while to keep some of my topics alive, and i'll still be playing Guild Wars..
"Something's wrong,
Trying to conquer these fears i thought were gone.
And it's been so long, I'm dying to live in a world i dont belong
I cant wait for someone to hear me,
And wait for someone to touch me.
And wait forever to be told,
I'm forever alone.
I cant wait for someone to feel me,
And wait for someone to heal me.
And wait forever to be told,
I'm forever alone..
On my own,
I'll show myself what it means to be alone.
And the tears i cry are washed away.
All the scars are my disguise.
I cant wait for someone to hear me,
And wait for someone to touch me.
And wait forever to be told,
I'm forever alone.
I cant wait for someone to feel me,
And wait for someone to heal me.
And wait forever to be told,
Im forever alone..
I'm forever alone.
I'm forever alone.
I'm forever alone.
I, I'm not waiting here this time.
I can't wait for someone to hear me.
And wait for someone to touch me
And wait forever to be told,
I'm forever alone.
I cant wait for someone to feel me
And wait for someone to heal me
And wait forever to be told
I'm forever alone."
Edgecrusher · Thu Apr 20, 2006 @ 07:16am · 1 Comments |
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How do like my homework now, b***h!? |
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I finally started working on my..........Rogerian Argument today, which it is due Thursday...
I've had already 3 months to work on it, and I decided to start working on it today...
gotta love procrastination...
I don't care though, because I usually work the best under pressure when it comes to writing five to ten pages for school.
I'm doing the violence in video games. So far I have..double spaced
Titled: Violence and the Video Game Industry
Video game violence is the cause of all the violence in the world, or is it just what people want you to think? Over the years there has been much contraversy over many games such as: Grand Theft Auto, State of Emergency, Manhunt, and many more. Lawmakers, doctors, and even some parents blame video games such as Grand Theft Auto for violence in the world. They would blame the ESRB for not being strict enough on games, and they would blame game companies for releasing them. In response people would come back and write articles as to why they are wrong, and become enraged about the fact that these people are blaming these companies along with the ESRB. Also in some cases they would call them ignorant, and show them as to why they are wrong. Though is this really all nessacary for the video games companies to go through, and why is there so
much contraversy over this when the ESRB may have had this all under control from the very first game that came out?
I've never been more pissed off about an argument more in my life, and I don't like really getting into stuff like this unless it has something to do with me, and video games do!
I have to write in what the people who argue against video games have to say, and what the people for video games have to say. The more I read about people arguing against the video games of our time, the more I get pissed off at their ignorance. Especially that dumbass Jack Thomson, and his ignorance. He said that there were some people he aquitted, and he said that video games made them do what they did........WHAT the ******** kind of idiot are you!?
I don't think i'm going to be able to finish this because of how ignorant these people are. GAAAH, i'm gonna go play Guild Wars..... scream
Still taking donations for computer upgrades
Countdown Till Factions: 31 Days
Edgecrusher · Wed Mar 29, 2006 @ 05:51am · 0 Comments |
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I'm busy, and there is nothing you can do about it! |
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With all the school work i've been getting...I haven't had much time to even sign onto gaia, msn, or even aim.
Though recently, spring break hit and The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion came out, and I thought I had the right requirements....but I found out I had a Radeon 9200 instead of a 9800...could have sworn I had that 9800.
but whatever...
Once I get all the requirements for The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion for my computer to run it....I can say goodbye to life as I know it and hello Oblivion.
I was even at my friends house playing it with them for a total of 6 hours, which only felt like 30 mins. Boy is that game sweet.
As of now, i'm looking into getting
ATI Radeon X1900
AMD Athlon 64 FX-60 Processor
512MB RAM
or anything that can boost my computer to run Oblivion.
I believe it will cost in the price range of $1000 - $2000....
neutral ..........................As of now I am currently taking donations for an updgrade!!! xd
Edgecrusher · Fri Mar 24, 2006 @ 10:14am · 1 Comments |
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too much pressure on me, I really think i'm going to break. I don't know what's going on with me anymore..I'll put this song for now....
Like the knife into my back,
Cold hate within my spine,
Freezing my nerves,
This slow death consumes my mind,
Shock waves through my soul,
Compounding my fears,
This depression on my life,
My dead weight through the years,
I'm going to break...
I've had all that i can take,
Endurance wearing thin,
Everything that's on my mind,
Will crush my soul within,
My feet sink into the ground,
Embeds my roots of fate,
Coursing through my blood vessels,
Reality of hate,
Crushed by this fate, under this weight,
I'm going to break,
Because i've had all that i can take,
Please stop this pressure weighing down on me,
Buried to my neck in waste,
Debris of life itself,
World spinning out of control,
I feel like i'm in hell,
Something's got to change,
Something's got to give,
Existential weight on mind,
Is not my way to live...
Crushed by this fate, under this weight,
I'm going to break,
Because i've had all that i can take,
Please stop this pressure weighing down on me
Edgecrusher · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 12:28pm · 0 Comments |
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Is it just me, or does everybody hate me!?
I swear everytime I turn around, another person has a grudge against me...or just dislikes me.
It's like...WTF!?
I did nothing!
I tryed and stay away from problems....
I give up...I don't care what happens anymore...
"SICK and angered by my FRIENDS
Extremely cold and HEARTLESS
talking s**t behind my back about me
TO MY FRIENDS
The source a JEALOUS passion towards a SPIRIT
stuck in contention and fear
* Chorus*
Just need some time to myself again,
Need to bring back the old days
When I was in control of my life
Again and Again
JUST endangered with my FRIENDS extremely bold and honest
I'll be when it comes to me
I said that I was sorry
But you don't hear me
*Chorus* 2x
I tried to say that I was sorry to you
but you don't think I speak honestly
Thats ok cause I get through Oh No
I am so sorry
NO!"
Edgecrusher · Tue Sep 27, 2005 @ 07:01am · 0 Comments |
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