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Pain...I finally know the feeling. It hurts you badly sometimes. Kitty-chan was all I had to live for..roleplaying would only pass the time, it never made me happy. Once I lost her...I-I realized this. I don't think I am right for any girl. Which is why I make this vow:

I vow to never date another female again until the former relationship that I had with Kitty-chan is repaired and I can make her smile once more.

And until I fulfill this vow...my life will be sad and lonely...I've hurt her in the same ways I sought to defend her from...if she kills herself becuase of my stupid actions and words..I'll kill myself