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Why?
First...Carlos, i ask him out then he dumps me a week later.
Second....Charlie brown (AKA-Zach) i find out from one of his best buds tht hes gonna ask me out...then he doesnt!
Third...i like this boy Jimbo...but i dont kno why!
UGH.
my love life sux.
and my broken heart will never heal.
sad crying sad
now wat?

Charlie Brown is my new lover! lmao, not really. but he does like me. a lot. and i am available because carlos dumped me...so i mite just giv him a try. hes pretty cool; hes sweet, smart, funny, and "athletic" lmao! but hes coolio. I LOVE YOU CHARLIE BROWN!

*sigh* the best day of my life was 5/23/07
the day when i got my first boyfriend; Carlos Feijoo! blaugh
I LOVE YOU!!!! heart heart heart heart heart

okay, so heres wats new...i now officially like 3 boyz at one time! xd its crazy! i swear, one day all three of them are gonna tell me off and im gonna hav the worst day of my life! sad but blaugh . . .until theni currently hav a crush on Jimbo, Carlos, and Zach! LUV U BOYZ!!!!! heart heart

OMG! how am i supposed to choose betwen Jimbo and Carlos? i mean, Jimbo has been one of my closer friends since 3rd grade, and i just met Carlos. Then Carlos is not very smart and is kinda short, as in an entire foot shorter than me. Then Jimbo is VERY smart and is about 3 inches taller than me. Then the athletics. They both play sports tht i play, Jimbo plays baseball, and Carlos plays soccer. there both really sweet and very funny, but how the hell am i supposed to choose! its driving me crazy!!!!

ok. i kno tht pretty much every girl has, either a crush, or, lets face it-is totally in love;whether or not its the rite person. so, if any of u girls, or possibly guys, ever needs advice, im ur girl! i can probably give the best advice around because ive lived these kind of problems. in fact, rite now im totally crushing on this guy, Carlos, and i keep finding myself falling totally in love w/ him, and he doesnt even have any feelings for me. so, im tryin to follow my own advice, and keep my distance from him, so i dont fall even harder, and completely make a fool out of myself. so, if anyone needs advice, come to me! u can either comment me, or send me a PM. ttyl!
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