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I hate school right now!!! My play is tomorrow, and my teacher keeps threatening to cut the scene I'm in out of the play! I know all my lines and everything. I've been working hard at that and I'll be pissed if that happens. Plus we have exams coming up in the next week and teachers are making me worried. And lastly, I'm running for the Miss 71st Beauty Pagent, but I have no money to enter. (It's sixty bucks) So... yeah, school's a little stressful right now. And I wore a skirt today, and guys were being assholes. I hated it.
My mom's friend Candis and her daughter, are moving in with us for a few weeks on Sunday. Lord knows how much fun that's gonna be. (Hince the sarcasm) I'm gonna end up babysitting even more than I already do.
AND...Colin (whom I'm back with by the way.) got caught skipping and is failing English, which he has to pass in order to pass nineth grade) Ironicly, the day he got caught, is the day I started skipping. I've been going to fourth lunch almost every day. I'm gonna stop doing that before I get caught.
But enough complaining. I get to see Colin tomorrow at the play. Oh! I got drunk with him on Saturday! It was our one year anniversery. It was so funny. I wouldn't stop talking. I drank more than he did...actually, thinking back, he really didn't drink. But boy did I! lol. I had my first hangover on Sunday. That sucked. But anyways...everytime he tried to kiss me, I was like "Ew gross!" and pushed him away. And when we started making out, I spit on his wall! It was hilarious at the time, even he laughed.
Anywhore, I'll probably write more later, but I gotta go now. Comment.
Lots of love,
Maddie
 Madison Phoenix · Wed Jan 11, 2006 @ 08:32pm · 0 Comments |
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pretty & 15 things to do at walmart |
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Aww, she's pretty.
1) Get 24 condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts
2)Set of all of the alarm clocks in Housewares for 5 minute intervals
3)Make a trail of tomato juice on the way to the restroom
4)walk up to am employee and say in an official tone and say ' code 3 in housewares' and see what happens
5) go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of m&ms on lay away
6) move a 'CAUTION WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area
7) set up a tent in the camping department and tell the other shoppers that you'll invite them in if they bring you pillows from the bedding department
cool When a clerk asks if they can help you cry and say ' why cant you just leave me alone?!?'
9) look into a security camera;act like its mirror and pick your nose
10) while handling guns in the gun department, ask the the clerk if he knows where the anti-deppresants are
11) Dart around the store suspicously humming loudly the ' mission impossible' theme
12)in the auto department practice your 'maddona look' using different sized funnels
13) hide in a clothing rack and when people browze through, yell PICK ME PICK ME!!!
14) when an announcment comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal possition and scream NO NO its those voices again!!
15) go into a fitting room and wait a while; then yell very loudly HEY theres no toilet paper in here!!!*
Madison Phoenix · Thu Dec 22, 2005 @ 07:31am · 2 Comments |
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I officially broke up with Colin yesterday...and today after school. EVERYONE was coupled up and making out. I felt so lonely. cry But its okay. I'm free.
I got my report card and it read:
Algebra 1: 93
Theatre Arts:100
Health/PE: 100
World History Honors: 100
Can you believe that? And EJ wasn't here today for me to share my joy with. No high fives and alrights. That sucked. He better be there tomorrow. I miss my bro.
I've been really hyper and happy all day. But I'm starting to get sad and now I'm really mellow. I'm going outside with Pal instead of going home. I need to get happy and hyper again.
Oh! And That Improv Show came to my theatre arts class today. It rocked because I knew all of them from the millions of times me and Colin went there...
Anyways, me and Jackson are gonna go this Friday I think. I'll forget Colin and I'll be happy. Comment bitches.
Love,
Maddie
Madison Phoenix · Mon Dec 12, 2005 @ 10:15pm · 3 Comments |
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Yesterday was the best day ever!!! In first period, Algebra, I found out that EJ and I got the highest grades than anyone in any of the other classes on our exam. (We both got like, a 96 or something when everyone else got 50's and stuff) And in second period, I found out that I got a huge part in our play. We went through the reading and I didn't mess up once. I felt great! Then at lunch, Donnie got me a slushie. In third period, I was one of the first three people to turn in some worksheet and got ten bonus points on my next test. In my last class, I didn't have to deal with my crack-head teacher because she took us to the computer lab to work on the project I haven't started. And finally, when I got home, I got a letter from Candy that I've been waiting for a while for. (It took her so long to write back because she was in some ROTC boot camp type thing for a few days.)
Yesterday was also my sister Abby's big evaluation, where the doctors do a whole bunch of testing to find out what exactly is wrong with her. They officially diagnosed her with "high functioning autism". Now she's going to be able to get specail help at school. And my sister Tori is going to get counciling to learn to deal with Abby, which we won't have to pay for either. I think it will really help her too.
Things are going very well today too. I almost skipped third period today, but at the last minute I decided to go to class, and it turned out, we didn't have to do any work and went to both lunches that I wanted to go to. Jay was there today too and invited me to the next all balls party, whenever that may be. I hope things keep getting better because I am really happy.
Love you all.
Madison
PS: TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THE NOSERING! Should I get one or not?
Comment guys!
Madison Phoenix · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 09:04pm · 0 Comments |
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Goodness. Things are changing so quickly. It seems like not to long ago, I was in my backyard making mud pies with my friends, and now everyone is into sex and drugs and partying. It's crazy when you step out and look at everything.
I'm not worried too much about the whole drug aspect of things. I mean, I know how screwed up lives can get by doing drugs and I'm not going to be the cause of anymore screw ups. But gosh...sex is an awkward subject now. I've gotten more than close to doing it...I'm still a virgin, but boy have I cut it close. And the whole problem with that is. You can't trust people. You really can't. I've decided that I'm going to wait as long as I can, if not until marriage, to do it. I've gotten so close to doing it with my boyfriend, the guy that I trust, almost more than anyone else, and I find out he kissed another girl. And close friends are turning into whores faster than they can sniff that line of coke in front of us.
I have a very large variety of people that I hang out with, but to see the people I love the most mess up is painful. And it's even more painful when they won't take your help.
But enough with the seriousness....Please tell me your opinion on this because I've gotten various answers. I've been thinking about getting my nose pierced. Do yall think I should?
Okay...one last thing. I just need a laugh so: This morning, Jackson was eating some pringles. He dropped one and it fell under the bleachers and he insisted on someone going down there to get it with him. He's so much like a little kid, it's ridculous. But someone said, "Go down there and get it yourself" and he said
"There are monsters under there, ******** that."
I dunno, maybe you had to be there for it to be funny, but I found it hilarious.
Anywhore. Comment if you're reading and I'll try to be on more.
Love yall,
Madison
Madison Phoenix · Tue Dec 06, 2005 @ 08:51pm · 2 Comments |
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Yeah. Turkey day is coming up, and I'm going to my uncle's house in Wilmington again. I really don't want to that much, because it's too cold to go on the speedboat and it's no fun getting drunk without Colin. lol. But I'm gonna be there thursday and friday. Which sucks cuz I wanted to hang out with everyone. Chastyti is having a sleepover on Saturday night...I want to go because she's my friend and she just broke up with Robert, but I don't want to go because Saturday is my only day I get to spend entirely with Colin and there are only three other people coming (that I don' know) so...I dunno. I guess we'll see. She said she understands if I don't come, but I want to.
Anywhore...last saturday was Paige's birthday. It was pretty fun. I was mostly hanging out with Christina and Paige's little sis Brooke. I didn't realize it, but Christina sits with us like every morning in the gym.
Oh, another piece of evidence at how broke our school is: it was raining yesterday, and the top of the bleachers were wet. We thought the windows were left open, but it turns out the ceiling was leaking. It was funny. Jackson slid across the puddles and he was like "It tastes like my grandma" lol. He's crazy.
hmm...Oh, Colin and I are still doing great. I'm happy. I love him so much.
I've also been writing letters to Candy and Natasha again. I'm proud of myself because I actually have envelopes and stamps at the same time.
Well...I still have to check some other things while I have time on the computer, so I'll write later.
Love you all,
Madison
COMMENT PLEASE!!!!
Madison Phoenix · Tue Nov 22, 2005 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |
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It's been forever huh? Let's see...alot has happened, but I'm working on a project for theatre arts right now so I can't write much. We have a play tomorrow in that class. Me, Jackson and Chastyti are the only ones who really wrote it. But we have fun...at least me and Jackson do. She's too serious. And Jackson is being transferred to Westover on tuesday!!! That sucks a**!
Anyways...I'm glad I have EJ as a brother type person, because he really helped me out last week. I bought something from this guy and almost took it, but EJ took it from me and wouldn't let me take it. And my friend that's been doing it is really screwed up now. If I had started taking it, I would be too. I'm glad I have him to look out for me. I would add more details, but I can't because I might get people in trouble...
I'm still with Colin. I love him to death, but I'm glad he's backing off some. I needed some space and he was so controlling. He's getting better about that now though. We're double dating with Chastyti and Robert Friday and she's spending the night tomorrow I think.
I'm skateboarding now. It's awesome because I'm learning tricks now that I don't fall off the board anymore.
My uncle that lives in New Mexico just had a baby boy. It was premature but he's healthy and he was so happy when he called and talked to me yesterday. He was like "I guess it's up to me to pass on the family name."
What else?...Gosh, I have to get home now. My sisters can't be alone very long. rolleyes
Love yall, I'll try to be online more.
Madison
P.S. Go to Lily Filth's journal and you'll see a pic of me and Colin at the skating rink. My boobs are showing a little too much though.... redface
Madison Phoenix · Wed Nov 09, 2005 @ 09:30pm · 0 Comments |
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Hmm...I wish I had stuff to say. But I don't really feel like talking about school. It's alright, but I miss Colin. He's being really mean and stuff and then he'll be the sweetest guy in the whole world. I didn't get to see him today because he was being bad....so I'm at Paige's house with her boyfriend Maxx. I miss him so much, I hope I can see him tomorrow.
School is alright, it's not as fun as it was, because we have health instead of gym now, and we have first lunch instead of fourth, so I don't get to eat with Daniel and some of my other friends anymore. It sux.
Oh, and this b***h a** whore needs to stop talking s**t about my best friend to Maxx. I swear, I'll kick her a**. I can!!
First period is fun. I love fourth, except for the teacher. But I like it because I have Koray, EJ, and Zuleyka in that class. I love my friends, they're such a relief. I'll be feeling sooo bad, and then one of them will crack a joke and I'll feel so much better. I feel carefree like I used to feel all the time.
Theatre Arts is fun. Jackson fit his whole body through a rubber band. lol. We're always playing around in that class.
I'm gonna go now.
Love yall,
Maddie
Madison Phoenix · Sat Oct 01, 2005 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments |
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Hi! It's been a while huh? Well, Colin went to the beach with me and we had a hell of a time there. We were staying in a haunted house, we got drunk, drove/rode on a boat and got attacked by a wave, and made out in the lifeguard thing on the beach at night.
I'm taking a hip-hop class at the dance connection place.
Colin and I are cool right now. We had a GREAT weekend for reasons I cannot go into detail.... ninja wink
Anyways...I'm getting alot of hugs at school. I feel loved. It was funny in fourth period today. This one guy kept "stretching" and touching me in some way and Koray was like, "yeah, keep getting all over her. Do it again and I'll punch you in the ******** face." He was kind of joking but kinda not and the guy backed off. I was happy. I hate these guys that keep poking me a s**t. It's really annoying.
Oh. I'm in theater arts now, which is really awesome. BOIEEEE. lol.
I'm sorry. I gtg. Hopefully more later.
Love love,
Maddie
Madison Phoenix · Tue Sep 13, 2005 @ 11:20pm · 1 Comments |
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