|
|
|
what would you do and other questions [1] I committed suicide: [2] I said I liked you: [3] I kissed you: [4] I lived next door to you: [5] I started smoking: [6] I stole something: [7] I was hospitalized: [8] I ran away from home: [9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my:
[1] Personality: [2] Eyes: [3] Face: [4] Hair: [5] Clothes: [6] Mannerisms:
Other:
[1] Who are you?: [2] Are we friends?: [3] When and how did we meet?: [4] How have I affected you?: [5] What do you think of me?: [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?: [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?: [8] Do you love me?: [9] Have I ever hurt you?: [10] Would you hug me?: [11] Would you kiss me?: [12] Would you have sex with me?: [13] Would you marry me?: [14] Emotionally, what stands out?: [15] Do you wish I was cooler?: [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?: [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.: [18] Am I loveable?: [19] How long have you known me?: [20] Describe me in one word.: [21] What was your first impression?: [22] Do you still think that way about me now?: [23] What do you think my weakness is?: [24] Do you think I'll get married?: [25] What about me makes you happy?: [26] What about me makes you sad?: [27] What reminds you of me?: [28] What's something you would change about me?: [29] How well do you know me?: [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: [31] Do you think I would kill someone?: [32] Are we close?: [33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Poison Coco Kiss · Tue Feb 19, 2008 @ 07:36pm · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
Well its been a long long while since i put anything here, so i thought i might stop by and write something small, I've grown up a little since i've put anything her, and i'm no longer friends with Sarah, and Lance moved and didn't come back to our school this year ( thought i would add that since the last couple post that i ever did are about them.) I'm done with high school and i'm might go off to study art education. I'm hoping to move out some time this summer or a little after, but i'm going to move ( I hope) I'm still working at the good old DQ, But its now the Grill and Chill. Sometimes work still sucks like tonight, but other then that its not always bad.
Nothing really new is going on in my life, I've become good friends with a budy that used to be friends with my ex, but don't get the wrong idea hes dating my other friend and they make the best couple. And when i move i'll be moving close to his house... lol tossing a rock and hitting his house is a under statement.
I'm 20 Years old now and i can't even belive it, i can't even spell still but i don't think thats going to change. I still play video games and i've been really into World of Warcraft. I would play it all the time but i have to work hard for the car that i just got a few months back.
I got a new tablet that my mom got me... so i'm doodling all the time on it... nothing really good cause i'm still getting used to it. but i'll post some pictures sometime... lol not that anyone really reads this anymore.
Well for something no one is going to read... this is sure getting really long.. i might as well put my picture that i just did a little while on this just to top it all off..
PS - Don't work at the DQ where i live cause it sucks! lol
![User Image](https://img.photobucket.com/albums/v59/kawaii_kitty/Poison.jpg)
The first person to write me a coment, i'll draw them a free picture of their Avi!
Poison Coco Kiss · Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 06:12am · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
SARAH! LANCE ! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I AM SO MAD! SHE KNOWS THAT I LIKE HIM BUT WILL SHE STAY BACK! NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! SHES SUCH A BUTT HEAD AND I DISLIKE HER STRONGLY, AND JUST WHEN I THINK I'M ALL HAPPY AND GIDDY CAUSE I THINK HE KEEPS LOOKING AT ME AT LUNCH THEN SARAH HAS TO PUT ME IN A SUPER UGLY MOON!
Poison Coco Kiss · Wed Nov 09, 2005 @ 02:51am · 3 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
OK if you have read all the other Lance entrys then i hope you'll have some happy ness for me in this one... but lose that happy feeling when i get to the end of this entry.
Well last night as you all know i called Lance , Well he didn't pick up so i took a shower and went down stairs and watched the moved " 6 Sence" And i wait and waited thinking maybe he would call me back and he did! So i was all happy and giddy and stuff. We talked for a while and he told me he had 2 siters he lives with his mom his fav color is blue .... and some other things. BUt when i first talked to him he souned sad (He seems to be like that alot ) And i asked him if i made him sad, and he said no. THen i asked him if i made him happy but he said that not alot of people do, and then i asked him why? and he said That he had a hard time trusting people, not that he didn't trust me he said... but still that got me thinking... Maybe cause hes sad is because of his dad thing. I think his mom and dad broke up and thats why he gose to the lake all the time... and maybe something happen and he feels that he can't trust people now. Oh and he said that people always seem to want things from him... and i could have cryed there but i held back the tears. I told him i didn't want anything from him just for him to talk to me. and he laughed a little. ( Gosh he has the most cutes laugh ) But he had to go and i went and watched the end of my movie.
But today, i talk to him... and i saw him like i always do. and he seemed like he always seemed. And every thing was fine. But then me and my friend wanted him to go see a movie with us tonight and so we waited for his class to get out, and his mom could see us from her truck and his sisters were in there.. and i guess My friend wanted to give him a hug and he was like.. i have to go my mom is right here... but from the truck we could hear. " Lances got a griil friend. " And thats when it hit me.... He didn't want his mom to see there we were there.. he has sisters that woudl tease him... and HES JUST 15!!! I don't think i can do this... i want to ask him out but even if he did like me i think he would say no causes hes not ready for a relastion ship. So now i don't know what to do i was so going to ask him out but now i can't.... .Gosh why dose this have to be so hard, and you all arnt helping cause your not saying what you think.
But then things get even more worse... You know that Sam girl i was talking about how she made me mad cause she said something about me at the game, now shes going around in her classes talking about how fat i am and stuff. And then My friend that was with me toeday told me that Sam sat down on the table beside lance and all the boys were making fun of me and he didn't say anything... Gosh yeah that was enough to make me up set right there. So i know how sam is and i know that she could make up crap like that but i don't understand... adn you know you still have to wonder if she really did hear all that.... gosh.. .what is a girl to do in this world.
Well any way i should let you go i just had to tell every one how my phone call went and what happen today. I wont have much to say over the weekend because hes going down to the lake... so just hand tight and i'll get back to you when i get back to you.
Poison Coco Kiss · Fri Oct 21, 2005 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
He was at school today! And it was my turn to walk him to his class. And I didn't want to ask him out today cause.. its in school... not happing... BUT!!!!!!!!!!! He gave me his Cell number right after lunch! * smiles and dose and little dance * So he said i could call him at like 6 or 7 mrgreen So i'm all happy and nothing can get me in a really bad mood right now. 4laugh
I was mad before lunch though because this little girl that knows my sister was saying stuff at the game last night and if she said one word to me today i was going to jump on her for it. rolleyes cause you know i wont hurt her ....
4laugh heart BUT I GOT LANCES NUMBER!
So its all great! But i'll come back later on tonight and tell you if i called h im or not... i might chicken out..... yeah thats like me but you know its ok... i'll find the curage ... somehow.
Poison Coco Kiss · Wed Oct 19, 2005 @ 09:57pm · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I don't know if i told you all about how my friend Cody said that i should tell him how i felt ( If your lost read post before this ) and that i wanted to date him. But Lance already knows i like him and i think if you put 2 and 2 together you will see that i want to go out with him. But any way i was going to try and come with something and tell him how i felt today. But when i got to school, you will never guess who wasent there. Its kinda hard to tell someone that you want to date them when they arnt even there.
So here i am still not knowing what to do and i really want to get this over and just ask him out cause I really hate when i have curshes like this. When all you can think about is them and you need so much to know how he feels causes its better to know then to wonder. ( thats what Cody said. )
I've had many crushes before, i'm sure you remeber Chris from way back in my entrys, But i let that get to far. And when he told me he didn't like me that way it crushed me bigger then i could think. So i don't want that to happen with Lance, cause if he tells me no today or tomorow or even sometimes next week i know i can handle it. But if i fall harder for this guy i'm going to end up upset and be mad at my self for the next few weeks.
Plus i really don't want to ask him in my school. Word gets around really fast because there is only 200 kids in my school. If that. And its not something that is romantic in my book. I would like to go out with him and friends and maybe pull him to the side and say. " Hey you know i like you , and i would really like to date you... so will you go out with me? " Or something like that.. maybe not that corney but still something along those lines.
I'm going to go to my friends house and talk to her so that i can get Lance off my mind. Its really hard though. I just can't wait till this is all over and i can stop wondering if he likes me and if he would say yes or no.. knowing him he would say.. " I don't know" or " Maybe. I'll tell you tomorow." stressed Gosh men are soooo... mean to women sometimes.
Well i should really stop mumbling about Lance. I'll Post tomorow to tell you all what happen.
Bye guys!
Poison Coco Kiss · Tue Oct 18, 2005 @ 09:32pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I havent said anything in a while and not a really long one to. So i thought i would sit down and take the time to tell you how i feel about this guy named lance. Cause thats all thats running through my head the last few days and i don't know what to do about it.
There are alot of things that should turn me away from him but i can't... i knew it from the frist day i set eyes on him. Know i talk to him in the halls alot and he walks me to my 3rd hour class. He used to sit and have lunch with me till he started sitting with the boys. But i understand that ( now. ) I even asked him to my party on the 28th and he said he would be my date. He knows i like him i told him last friday well he was getting a soda.
It feels like a 100 people are telling me what to do and i don't know what one to lisen to.
people are telling me i'm to old for him so i should not ask him out people are telling me i'm bigger then him... so i should leave him alone
I CAN"T TAKE IT!
What do you think?
Poison Coco Kiss · Mon Oct 17, 2005 @ 11:04pm · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
I'm lost, and i'm up set, and i'm crying.. and its hard.. and i miss my bestfriend. and i'm going crazy couse i can't talk to her... where is she?? I think she died... I hope not.. then i would cry harder and run away and never come back.... I want Kynale back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying
Poison Coco Kiss · Sat Sep 24, 2005 @ 06:45am · 2 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
|
HIya all how are you doing? I'm doing fine if you wanted to know. Josh today was a day... I cleaned and cleaned and guess what i cleaned some more. I still have to clean my room and i know my mom is going to be home soon and i would to have it way before she gets home but i don't know if thats going to happen. Any way i just though i would see whoes on and what they were doing cause i want to talk as you can see and if there are any mis spelled words i;m really sorry its late and i'm doing this really fast and i just wanted to fill up space and if you are still reading this then i'm really sorry your still readingi thought i would have you stopped way before this part... but if your crazy and you want to read on then do so now. So what did i do today. i thought i was going to go out but then i forgot that i left my eyes to my car in my moms car and so i told my friends that i wasent able to leave the house cause of that but then come to find that my mom placed my keys in my car before she left cause she knew i would want to go out. so now i had to stay home cause it was like 9 when i saw what she did. Yeah i made pizza for dinner for my step dad and kris. I thought my sister wasn't going to be home till like umm i don't know TOMOROW but no she is home today. oh well she when right to bed when she came home... yeah i should be cleaning my room right now but i'm not... as you can see... are you still reading this? You can stop now.... what did i say........ why are you reading this? Do you have nothing more better to do then just reading that.... oh well..... STOP reading..... stop looking at your screen reading what i put...... What are you doing? like come on... you could be typeing something your self then looking at why i'm typeing.....STOP READING! OK if you don't stop reading then your going to have something really bad happen to you.... is 5 4 3 2 1
BANG! yeah that was it.... now will you stop reading... i'm going to stop typeing now...... yes i am....... STOP READING..... ok.. i'm going to leave and i bet your still going to be reading this..... STOP IT!!!!!! Gosh... i'm going now.... i have better things to do then tell you to stop reading ... so if you want to keep reading... just go ahead ... I'm not going to stop you..... bye now.... I SAID GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!!
Poison Coco Kiss · Sun Sep 18, 2005 @ 04:15am · 1 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|