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I hate that I'm still in love with someone I'm not suppose to be in love with... I want that person to be happy.. that's it. But I don't know... I feel horrible... I don't know why... maybe heart broken... I'm back to crying at night... just crying myself to sleep... like i use to... I wake up with red eyes from crying... I don't know what to do. I want to let go. I really do... I just don't know anything anymore... I though I did... what's the use? I mean really... I still love him but I'ma let it go... I hate this... I just don't know anymore...