This is my 1st entree so....Hello
This journal/diary or whatever will most likely be dealing with things both wonderful, and horrible in nature...
If you dont like to hear a person b***h about life, spare yourself the effert and time, and go away before I begin doing just that.
Like I previously before stated, this deals with things in my real life which I am almost positive will be both good and bad. I will also posts storys written by me from time to time (I would like to become a writer) so please bare with me....
Well anyways...Today.......
Had been an alright day.
Usual boring school day followed by the joys of going home.
I talked with Ashu today and discovered we both have dif. reasons for seeing each other. One for love with meaning both in gaia and IRL and one just for gaia (I will not say which one of us has which thought as to not incriminate either of us). I just feel really bad about this....
She is mad at me and now im really down...... I love her so much, but I hate her being mad at me.... I could never be mad at her....In my eyes she is the depiction of inner beauty. Just talking with her calms my soul so..
However, our difference in age makes it hard.
It would not be right to no each other IRL....
The person who loves the other IRL also knows that.
Im just so torn.......
I am not pm ing her back as of now,.... I need some time to myself...
So, Ashu, if your reading this, I love you.....and Im not mad...
Im sorry...
Zephel Community Member 
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