I'm not sure what made me decide to come back to Gaia, it was just 'Oh! I should check on Gaia', and here I am.
I seriously didn't realize that it has been more than a year since my last visit, and if you ask what I did during that time, I will have trouble responding. Besides loads of schoolwork, a lot have happened and I feel that perhaps I learned more during this single year than compared to my entire life.
I don't suppose that makes sense, but after my 16th birthday. It feels that all of a sudden the weight of the world was dumped on me. What do I mean? People around suddenly started talking in more complex sentences thinking that my English skills is of an adult when it's not. >_>** The English courses I once thought were a piece of cake, somehow took a turn and now we're doing speeches and essays. (Because of my teacher's constant reminders, I now tend to go back and check on my grammar problems for whatever I write. Bleh).
The most startling thing is that I'll be sending my college applications later this year. Now I'm not going to go on and go, and trust me it would take a while to explain. It just that I think it's wrong for 16/17 years old to decide on their careers, don't you think? I mean, whatever courses I'll pick in grade 12 will basically decide what field I'm going into, and that sucks. 'cuz I'm not sure yet.
Besides the fact that I move this year, I met a lot new people and I realized just how different every individual can be. What is defined as a good person, or a bad person, really now. Or better yet, what is right and what is wrong? It feels like my brain is overloading...(we learned that this is literally true since teens use their prefontal cortex way more than adults).
Anyway, blah this and that. My point is that life is great at the moment but too hard on the details. I'm crying out for a long break, but that's not going to happen until June.
Sigh.
[Cherry.Bluff] Community Member 
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