Pain
Is all of this just a simple game to you? A good laugh and 5 minutes of self pleasure? Has anything I've said or done meant anything at all to you? Apparently not, i guess I was just a cheap thrill. In the beginning I told you I didn't wanna let you in, but you took the time and had the patience to open me up like a book. There's never been a person I've let closer to me then you. Your stone cold heart only proves that I was right from the beginning. I'd never be anything more to you. How could you sit there and hurt me as badly as you did and still sit there and say you love me? Your quite the b*****d. You want this over with? Good, we're through. You've definately won, so be proud. Apparently you weren't man enough either to tell me how you truly felt and left me in the painful depths of the dark without a reason why. Making me think I did everything wrong. I hate you with a passion and to nobody ever again will I admit, that I still love you deeply. Have a happy life for I know I won't without you. Thankyou Oh so much my love for ruining mine.
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