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mrgreen

I know there's a place out there where the sorrow never stops
yes i know it's true
and i know theres a place out there
where their dieing and their lost!
but that isn't me no!
so i will go find you!
I will search hard ,in this ice cold storm
and i will watch over you
like an angel that you once knew
from some time far back,
some time way before,
so i will go find you,
being the trooper that you once knew
and i will defy the lies they tell me
they say I can't do it
well babe i can do it
This is the only way i can prove myself to be free!!

There's an attack on everything i've done in my whole life,
I'm being attacked,
and when I'm looking left it's coming right,
but that's a lie though,
i will not lose this fight!.
I cannot lose this night
this fight is mine,
and mine alone,
the kind of fight you've never known...
you see i may be bruised up and roughed up ,
but man that makes me tough enough,
i may handle it ,
in a different way,
but what the hell does that mean anyway?
Well guess what!!!!!!?
In the end
I WIN
that's right
no matter how long i fight!
in the end i win!
that's the truth,
I'll win for me and you,
yeah tonight.
I'll fight until the light!
AND THEN I'LL FIGHT SOME MORE!!
so cut out the world tonight!!
because you might not see tomarrow,
I know I'll win,
AND I WILL
but I'll fight for you as well
it's precisely a point I'm making
i promise there's no mistaking
to the rules i'm sure to be breaking!!
TONIGHT!!


~Sandra~

Sometimes life has lost itself all together,
and i know i'm not the biggest part,
but it would be nice to know the date and weather,
because I'm lost in the fog of my whole life!
This isn't working out with itself,
looks like I'll have to do it all myself,
can't give up now,
not even if i want,
'cause this life is all i've really got

9-1-1 someone please save me from this hell,
'cause i believe I'm allergic to myself,
and I'm losing to the most desperate crowd,
so if you could,
let me hear your sirens shout!
So if you could
just let me hear them sound!

I swear I was born to let you down!
i know your worth it,
but the world is so in itself,
you can take the one thing i love best,
bury it alive and lock the chest,
still i will have all that i need left,
just so you know!

You can suck away all of my pride,
burn it in a furnace,
so there's nothing to hide,
still i will believe without a lie,
just so you know!

You can take the one thing I adore,
give it all away,
but i have so much more,
even with nothing,
i have it all,
just so you know!

You can try to suck away my soul,
trying to pull it back until there's a hole,
but you won't take the light,
it's all i know,
Just so you know!

There's something deep inside of me,
deeper then any eye can see,
and now i can barely breathe,
what am i doing here!
i'm waiting for you!
i'm hoping you're coming soon!
i can barely breathe
and i'm losing sight,
losing this mind of mine,
i cannot understand,
you should have the upper hand,
what is this cruel world up to
i'm not for you ,
im not for you!
IM NOT FOR YOU!!


THIS WORLD IS BROKEN AND IT'S LOST,
IT WILL DESTROY US AT ALL COSTS!
IT IS LOSING IN THIS WAR,
GOD JUST SAVE FROM this tortchar,
i am begging you now for relief ,
please God don't allow for this grief!
It's slowly killing us all,
please don't wait God,
i'll try not stall.(no stalling here)

were we born to sin?
Why then do you wear that foolish grin
i'm talking to you,
ruler of underworld,
that palm of your hand,
most all boys girls,
murderer,
of your own
killer of everything we've known,
you torture us to death,
within our own minds,
soon all you'll have left,
is the dead and end times!

I'm begging you God ,
bring them back!
I'm trying harder,
then i ever have,
and now it's mine,
just show me the way,
I'll take every action,
do all that you say!