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To challenge the unexpected
To challenge the unexpected, this is my ongoing battle.In the past ,if someone had told me that my father was going to leave , I would've and in the end it would have been easier, I don't know. Thats life , thats the battle.

When it happened , when my father left , it came as a shock, mostly because I didn't know what it meant. I was too young to have a concept of it, but at any age a person will realize any change. At the time I don't think I knew what death was, but to me there was no difference.

As I wake up the morning , a damp feel covered the room as a blanket. The usual, the day before ended with a shower of tears so it seems right. I was normal; silent and with no thought, my mom made breakfast and I watch T.V. I looked and I found nothing , only an empty closet, an empty driveway. If the day was a competition for the sorrowful I would have won. Or not seeing as how it escaped my mind quickly and I continue tear less I sat down as a dad-less child with my no single mom and ate a normal silent breakfast.
My Definition OF Unexpected