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I have never felt this way before... so alone... so cold.

Away from Mynce, away from Nikki... No one to turn to but Miranda. She is my only consort now. How did it come to this?

Mynce, well he is easy to explain. There were extenuating circumstances with him and everyone who knows me knows those reasons. As much as I loved him, as much as I still love him, it just couldn't work a second time. No matter how much we forced it or tried to pretend that everything was alright.

Nikki though, that one threw me for a loop. I mean friendships are hard to maintain this is true, but I felt that after as long as we had known each other that there shouldn't be a reason to try and force things. Friendships are supposed to come easy, when you are in one you are supposed to enjoy the time spent with one another. Did you not?

I still have no clue what I did to wrong you.

Perhaps one day you will be able to forgive me for what I have done and we will be able to reconcile and begin anew or at least pick up where we left off.

You both have my best regards and still all of my love.

Yours truly.