I have a piece of advice for all the people out there, especially the teens out there like me, just trying to get by without killing there parents. Trust me, I know how that goes. I just realized this weekend, that when you say you wont do something and you hold that promise to yourself for years on end, dont break it, cause when you do, you basically break yourself in half. I did something that I told myself I would never do my whole life. I will not say what it was, sorry for all you curious people. I felt so strong about it, ever so strong. But, I simply broke down to it after 4 years of peer preasure built up. When I did it, I felt defeated. I felt as if someone slapped me in the face. I think the only reason I did it was because he was gunna do it with me, it made it all feel so much better. He was the one that stopped me from doing it before it could take an effect upon me. He had asked if I wanted to go for a ride, I agreed easily, I wanted out of that room. So we had left his best friend and got in his car. That poor boy, he let loose. Iv never seen someone feel so bad. I couldnt help but cry with him on the way home, not returning to the house were his best friend was. He acually came to my loves house at one oclock in the morning pounding on the door looking for him. I think he was slightly gone. We just ignored it though. So my message here for all those out there that hold strong to what they believe, no matter what anyone says, hang on to what you believe.
LIL_Wolf_Paw · Tue Sep 04, 2007 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |