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SUCK YOU, ARSEMOLE.


Shiqaun
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Take a guess at who those two people are.

If you don't know, then you're not that person. D: Oh well.

I think they know who they are.

Yeah.

Just wanted to say: stop taking those mental stress relievers! I've kinda given up on you guys. Well, not really, but you won't see me trying to internet-rape you anytime soon.

Much love?

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Valentine's day
It's supposed to be a love-filled day including smoochies and romance.

Not for me.

I sat at home getting drunk all day. WHOOO!

Then I went out with the guys from work and bought a TON of candy, which I've eaten already. I fear I'm going to get fat.


AND THEN we went out to the pub and got even MORE shitfaced.

Twas a fine day. Even if I didn't get what I really wanted out of it...

*sad*

;.;




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I feel drama...
Okay.

All of you, off my back right now.

No, no. Get the ******** off.

I'm tired of this- don't get pissy at me for not continuing conversations when YOU'RE the ones who leave them unfinished.

You just... leave them.

If I was the one not finishing them, then fine. b***h at me, rant in my comments, make me have to delete seventy ******** percent of my inbox. I don't care.

but whne you leave it, and don't message me, that's on you. See, I have other friends besides you, and I can't keep up with very many of them. Let's not get selfish- I always send out messages, and when I don't, there's good reason. And If I leave a message hanging, there is ALWAYS a good reason.

And if you leave a message hanging, that's your fault. So stop bitching at me over all of these things. it's sad that I log off for five minutes, come back on and find half of my inbox full of hatemail.

And then there's the fact that my inbox is always full of flames EVERY TIME I set foot in the ******** forums.

Back off.

I'm tired of it.

Pretty soon, I'll get angry. And it won't be fun, for me or for you.

Much thanks if you're actually reading this.





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Detail of the days.
Hm.

What have I done today?

Went to bed at 3 AM. Woke up at 1 PM. Got on the computer with some wine and a tab.

Getting ready to go back to sleep.

Now let's see what I've done with my life:

School, work, home, bed, computer, sleep, school, work, home, bed, computer, sleep, school, work, home, bed, computer, sleep. Eat, breathe, weekend, computer.

Life.

What an amusing word to explain such a mundane procession of figurative, systematical movements. They've been imprinted onmy brain- there's no turning back, is there?

Rebel.




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Love meeee?
HELLO THEREEEEEEEE.

MESSAGE MEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm bored.





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Is it just me... or do I emo all over this damned thing waaaay too much?

Maybe it's just because I never have anything really happy to say, but I get the feeling that's about to change.

I've fallen in love.

Loving someone like this changes the world. It's sad, because it was always right under my nose. I was just too scared to take the chance.

Well, that bullshit's out the window now.

I hope this will make my life something to look forward to.

Look out.

A happy Erin... is a very scary Erin.

<3




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We hang out much more.

We hold hands in public.

We listen to the wind.

We share ice cream.

We take romantic walks.

We watch old movies and giggle at the mushy scenes.

We feed each other.

Just one day, and I've fallen in love.

Can it be possible? He's loved me for about ten years now, or so he says. Can he possibly hold out a few more years? Maybe for eternity?

He says yes, but I still have my doubts.

He's backing off and letting me take my time.

I have to decide soon.

I miss Tyler. But I forgot all about him today.

I felt human. I felt whole.

I think I'm in love with Adam.


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Love isn't as easy as it seems, love.
I was just dumped. Again.

Can someone please tell me if I'm just that unbearable?

Whatev. I guess blondes are all the rage nowadays.

That's fine. I'm going to go for Tyler, anyways.

He's nice. Always so kind to me. But I don't know if he's gay, even if he seems like he might be. He hangs out with me and Rob during break at the shop, but we don't see each other much elsewhere. But yesterday, when I went up to the college, I ran into him. Turns out we're both thinking of attending the same place~.

My life seems to be getting a bit better, but I'm not sure.

My best friend tried to kill himself the other day. It hurt me pretty bad, since I was the reason. Turns out he's been in love with me since fourth grade. I don't know if I love him that way, or if I don't. It's putting so much pressure on me, and I'm so confused. I can't stand it. I just want to see all of my friends smile, and be able to smile with them.

It's too much to ask, apparently.

Help me?




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OH MAH GAWD, M SOOOOO HYPER HAAAAAAAAAA. XD

I HAD LIKE THREE ******** FOUR PACKS OF VAULT AND TWO BAGS OF SUGAR.

MY ******** GAWD I SEE MUSIC AND HEAR COLOR.

LAWLZ b***h.

GO EATETH SUM SUGAH AND SPAZZ WITH ME, YOU LOSERS.

XD



Fun. <3

Currently listening to - IMA Robot (Monument to the masses <3)
AKA SPAZZTASTIC DANCE MUSIC.





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