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The first day of school has finally arrived and what do you know, a screwed up schedule! Man, I hate the beginning of the year. On top of that, I'm going to a new school and I don't know where any of my classes are. And I still don't know where to go for the bus pickup.
On a lighter note, when my dad gets home he's going to teach me how to use his old camera. It's truly remarkable. I can't wait to learn.
Right now I'm listening to Mozart. Yes, I like classical. It's beautiful.
I didn't use to think I had a good life but now I've realized I have it pretty good.
My family.
I have a wonderful dad, although he might not be my biological father, he is the best dad I've ever had. I miss my real dad alot. He died of throat cancer, he was a good man, although he drank alot and was always drunk, he did take care of me and he loved me alot. That's why he gave me up, he didn't think he was the best dad. But no one ever told me I wasn't allowed to see him after I was adopted by John, my step-dad. I never really got to say goodbye, but I think he knows I'll always love him.
My mom is amazing even though she wasn't the best of mothers and was a little selfish. She always cooked the best food and always smelled so good. I swear she's the cleanest woman in the world. She was the biggest help when my real dad died. She was there to settle me down and there when I cried the first time for him. She's always so good at supporting herself. She may not be mentally stable but she's my mom, and I love her.
My brother Brian wasn't really around alot, but I know I was his favorite sister even if he didn't say so. I don't think he ever told me he loved me. Guess he was trying to play macho. Ha. I love him. We didn't used to get along very well, but now that I've grown up a little more I'm sure we'd get along great. I miss him. Love you, Brian!
My brother Geoffrey is a crazy guy. We were always fighting when we were younger, he used to bite me and I'd pull his hair. But when I needed someone, he'd always give me a hug. He was a really happy kid. Always smiling. I wanted to be as happy as him. Love you, Geoffrey!
My sister Megan is an old fart. She's 18, maybe 19 and has a baby. She kind of disappeared. But we all love her. I think she's the only bisexual in the family. She was always so open with her beliefs. She made me smile the most, and cry the most. I miss her. I love you, Megan.
Those are the most important family in my life. Excluding some; Aunt Violet, cousin Rachel, cousin Joey, cousin Nathan, and my real dad Dennis.
On to the friends!
Justin, my best friend. He's incredibly smart and has the biggest heart. No matter how I feel he's always there for me. He has the goofiest grin but I love him. He has an awesome impression of Chewbaca. Not to mention he's the funniest guy in the world. Love you Justin!
Jenny, my other best friend. Also very smart and very strong. Honestly I don't know how she puts up with me. She's always doing her best. She's there when I need her. She's the person to come to if you need help with life.
KITTO! What can I say about this girl? Always smiling, always so happy. She lives life to the fullest. She might throw cruel words at you from time to time, but that's the way she is, and I love her no matter what she does.
Amanda. Such a gorgeous girl. She always looks so amazing. Unfortunately for me, she likes to turn me into a mini her. XD Always putting makeup and skirts on me. What am I going to do with that girl? She's there to help me with homework. Always the best person to go to if you need beauty tips.
Krystina. Such an old fart. 18 already, and going off to college. I probably have some of the best memories with her. VERY smart, and very beautiful. The best person to come to if you need any help on the japanese culture or pop culture.
Heath, such an amazing person. Perfect to me in everyway. He's sensitive, just the way I like guys. Has the same interests I have. He might promise something but not keep it but I always forgive him. I love him sooo much. <3
Eddie! What a cutie. He's been there for me several times and I owe him so much. He always seems to be happy even when he's not. He has an amazing smile. Amazing personality. Truly one of a kind.
Robbie. Not much to say about him, only because he's so amazing. Not alot of words can describe him. He's eyes are really beautiful. Always there for me. Really kind. A great heart.
There's so much more..I'm sorry I couldn't get you all. But thank you, Cliff, Jordie, Seth, Jeremy, Jess, Lindsey, Meranda, Tisha..and alot more.
All of these people are my reasons to keep living. I love you all so much. Thanks for being there. heart
 ScarletxTemptations · Fri Jul 20, 2007 @ 01:50am · 0 Comments |
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