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I'm trying to go through all the steps finding the bunnies for the easter event, anyone else out there doing the same?

Here we go,
Welcome to my funeral
Without you I don't even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die

Here I go
This is my confession oh
A lost cause nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional with
Every move I die

I'm dancing
With tears in my eyes
Just fighting
To get through the night
I'm losing it

I'm faded
I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm losing it

On the floor
I'm just a zombie
Who I am, is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tragedy
With every move I die

The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me

This drama that you put me through
I'm better all alone

I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it get's worse
You broke me down

I miss your soft lips. I miss your white sheets.
I miss the scratch of your un-shaved face on my cheek.
And this is so hard cause I didn't see
that you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
And in the limelight, I play it all fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.

They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
Young love murder, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.

The life is fading from me while you watch my heart bleed.
Young love murder, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.

Drunk off of nothing but each other till the sun rise

And now the sun is rising
And now the long walk back home (back home)
There's just so many faces,
But no one I need to know (need to know)

In the dark I can't fight it, I fake til I'm numb
But in the bright light,
I taste you on my tongue

Now the party's over
And every bodys gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?

Even my dirty laundry
Everything just smells like you (like you)
And now my head is throbbing
Every song is out of tune
Just like you

In the dark I can't fight it til it disapears
But in the daylight
I taste you in my tears

Now Iv'e got myself looking like a mess
Standing alone
Hear at the end try to pretend but no,
I put up my fight
But this is it this time

I am falling so hard, I'm kinda trying to kill my heart and protect it at the same time. I'm so scared what can happen if I let another person have it freely. I can't do that, I don't want to. I feel he might be different, but I felt that last time too and look where that got me.

I'm screaming out for help but I'm hoping no one hears me. How confusing is that? I don't even understand it myself...

In your brown eyes
I was feeling low

You just keep making me feel worse and worse.
Don't you see you're pushing and pushing?
Why do you think I was happy to be gone?
You make me feel unworthy of anything.
And like I never try and never care.
I feel I'll never be good enough.
So I feel like giving up.
This is not how it should be.
Can't you see that?

Lady Gaga's song, Brown Eyes. I didn't understand the lyrics at first but now I understand them all too well.

In your brown eyes, walked away
In your brown eyes, couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go

And turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong
What went wrong

If everything was everything
But everything is over
Everything could be everything
If only we were older

Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you
And your brown eyes

In your brown eyes, I was feeling low
'cause they're brown eyes and you never know
Got some brown eyes, but a soft face

I knew that it was wrong
So baby, turn the record on
Play that song

Where everything was everything
But everything is over
Everything could be everything
If only we were older

Guess its just a silly song about you
And how I lost you
And your brown eyes

Everything was everything
But baby its the last show
Everything could be everything
But it's time to say goodbye so
Get your last fix, and your last hit
Grab your old girl with her new tricks

Honey yeah, it's no surprise
I got lost in your brown eyes

In your brown eyes
Brown, brown eyes
Your brown eyes
Brown, brown eyes
Got some brown eyes
Brown, brown eyes
Brown eyes

It was supposed to be just a fling, nothing serious, just some fun. Somewhere along the way feelings got involved and that's where it went to hell. But what can I do? I admit, I have feelings for him. I would love to be more than just a fling or just a friend. But apparently now that she's back in town I'm just on the back burner.

And damn my ******** friends for getting my damn hopes up telling me it was obvious I was more than that. I was never more, we're just friends and a little fling. We were never going to be more.

So now I'm just hurt again.

What happened to me icing my feelings? Keeping them from showing, keeping things like this from happening.

What can I do? I don't know what to say. I'm scared to say anything at all. Maybe I should just let it slip away. It wasn't mine to begin with anyway.

Anyone heard/see the lyrics for the song Monster by Lady GaGa? I kinda feel like that song should be about me lately. I don't dislike myself, but I know if others knew the true me, some would. Thank god my two best friends love me no matter what, they both know practically everything about me, even the ugliest truths, and they still stick around. God, I'm so lucky.

The world (specifically two boys, no, not men, boys, and some aweful excuses for friends) has ******** me over. No, it's not an excuse, but now I'm not taking s**t from anyone. If that makes me a hard b***h, so be it. At least I have true friends that stick with me when I'm going through hell and don't judge me on it. Those two are angels heart

Lyrics I mentioned:

Don’t call me GaGa
I’ve never seen one like that before
Don’t look at me like that
You amaze me

He ate my heart
He a-a-ate my heart
(You little monster)

He ate my heart
He a-a-ate my heart out
(You amaze me)

Look at him
Look at me
That boy is bad
And honestly
He’s a wolf in disguise
But I can’t stop staring in those evil eyes

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor baby
We might’ve ******** not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
Er-er-er-er

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He licked his lips
Said to me
Girl you look good enough to eat
Put his arms around me
Said “Boy now get your paws right off me”

I asked my girlfriend if she’d seen you round before
She mumbled something while we got down on the floor baby
We might’ve ******** not really sure, don’t quite recall
But something tells me that I’ve seen him, yeah

That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
M-M-M-Monster
That boy is a monster
Er-er-er-er

He ate my heart
(I love that girl)
He ate my heart
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

He ate my heart
He ate my heart
Instead he’s a monster in my bed

I wanna Just Dance
But he took me home instead
Uh oh! There was a monster in my bed
We french kissed on a subway train
He tore my clothes right off

He ate my heart then he ate my brain
Uh oh uh oh
(I love that girl)
(Wanna talk to her, she’s hot as hell)

That boy is a monster
M-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)

That boy is a monster
M-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)

That boy is a monster
M-m-m-monster
(Could I love him?)

That boy is a monster
Er-er-er-er



I'm a monster heart