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why cant anything ever be simple in life? all i ever get is more and more complications...and no problem ever gets solved.... i try to be nice to people, but they take my kindness for weakness...and when they try to walk over me, i have to hurt them...so everything is my fault naturally, and i can never really be happy...this life is killing me...but thats just a oxymoron or something...killed by life...its sickeningly funny...ironic more than anything....but ill sit here..in the dark...listening to music on my phone....trying to get over the inevitable...which is the hurt that i will eventually face over today's new problems and the compiled problems of the past week... crying