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Quote for the week, and maybe for the rest of my life: Life sucks, and then you die.
Thank you Jacob Black for that inspirational quote.
Yes, my life is falling apart. Again... I'm not going to lie, it takes a lot to make me as miserable as I'm feeling right now. Now, the next question is, why? I'm just not feeling it at all. I'm wallowing in jealousy of my closest friends, I honestly feel like I don't have any close friends, and life is just sucky to the nth degree. I'm almost certain that my life will turn around, the only question is when. Here comes a long line of text, try to keep up, or you can give up and read it later.
So, I'm being a selfish brat right now, but I think I kinda have a right. I've always been so tolerant of others and their needs my entire life, it's time I got what I want, right? First of all, getting dumped again was the worst moment of my life, obviously. Second, because of this, I lost my best friend, and a few other good friends too. Third, everyone can get along with Derrick just fine, except for me. Kyla, Jarin, and Derrick are this amazing group of friends, and then there's me, the odd one out. For example, there are always big get-togethers in our little group of people, and I always get left out. I guess that just for once in my life, I would like to be top priority for someone. I just get really tired of being the last one anyone ever thinks about. I'm positive this isn't true, but it feels like it. I know my friends care about me and stuff, but they just have a really weird way of showing it. No matter what they say, it doesn't fit with what they do. I'm probably not helping because I won't do anything to upset their perfect world. I don't tell anyone hardly anything, unless I really need to vent, but then I tell those people who aren't really biased because of who I am or who my friends are.
I think I'm done ranting for the day, maybe I'll go mope around for a while.
~Charlie~
 charliechick117 · Sat Feb 14, 2009 @ 12:57am · 0 Comments |
